Is this the act of deception of oneself... Or the loss of self? What is it the really makes up part of depression? What's this spectacle I'm looking through... Is it the truth of reality? Or am I being deceived again?
Overthinking and worry comes in, but what can I do? Really, what is it I can do? Who is really deceiving who?
Is just me? I don't know anymore. I don't what my purpose is anymore...
Who am I?
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Sadness?
Dark?
Is that you that's been haunting me the whole time?
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Why is there is there a reflection of... Me...?
Even in the ist of the darkness and the sadness and despair that follows it... It's always where you're at.
The loss of oneself and image of who we are will always change- it's only temporary, but never let it dissipate! Once it does, the self might not return. So it's best to face the void, the unknown and gain acceptance of ourselves. That's just the beginning of knowledge of the world and of who we are. Let the self, grief. Let the sadness fade as happiness comes in. Emotions are only temporary. You can change because there's possibility and that possibility is just beginning of knowing who we are and into gaining that knowledge. Instead of darkness following you... You follow it and see where it comes from. That's the start of understanding of who you are and facts of depression.
Keep going my friend.
There's always light no matter where you go... Light can't disappear because it has a way of showing itself, therefore you are able to see... That is where hope has always been.
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