This is not a typical post you will see but it something that is very dear to me.
Yesterday morning my cat Poe (my little spawn of Satan that I absolutely adore)... He ed away yesterdaydue to some health complications. The condition he was in and position I was put in to be god in all of this was disheartening and hard to do. I had made the decision to put him to sleep peaceful because I didn't want him to suffer anymore than what he was going through. When I made the decision to do 'that' I he was already starting to . My mother and I were there in his last final moments. During this whole weekend of helping him and do our best to comfort Poe, the whole time he was purring as he loved and trusted us even at the final moment. He knew he was loved despite he was scared of incoming future/events. I'm still very distraught from yesterday knowing what I had to do and then last memories I had of my older cat Butterball (he ed away in 20') who was a stubborn and adoring big brother (and emotional animal ofc). All these memories started flooding in and I was grateful to have these little companions in my life that I will always cherish forever. So as a memorial for Poe and Butterball- I decided to draw this heavenly utopia of where they can wonder freely and be cats. They can chase bottle caps, hair ties, washi-tape, feathers, and anything else in the world they enjoy playing with. I'll miss Poe getting my art supplies (especially the washi-tape) and yanking my door of the hinge. And I have always missed Butterballs comfort, suffocating me in my sleep and taking up my whole entire bed, also the time where he got stuck in bag and went bat shit crazy. :sweat_smile:
I appreciate all the concerns, thoughts, prayers, and condolences. I thank everyone who has given them. I hold them to my heart. Just know anyone who is reading this and dealing with a loss of a pet/companion you're not alone and we can get through it together. :green_heart: :blue_heart: 🤍🖤

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Beautiful art! It’s so hard to lose a friend like that :pensive: hope you’re days get brighter
Thank you so much. It means a lot. It will get brighter but it takes time to rain so things could grow when the sun shines. It was hard to let go my boys as they were a big part of life and been there for me. You take care of yourself as well. 🤍🖤 :green_heart: :blue_heart: 🤟🏻 :sparkles: