I know I haven't anything here in a while.
Normally I don't do things like these, but I always end up bottling everything up and things just get worse so I'm trying to get it out the best I can.
Things haven't been the best. It feels like everything's falling apart and I can't piece them back together. I feel very distant from close friends, I'm getting yelled at a lot by strangers on the street just for being in their way, i'm feeling panicky a lot, I'm almost having constant nightmares. I feel like i'm no longer needed or important.
I had a work injury with my hand making me physically unable to do a lot of things since I could literally not move it. Doesn't help it was my dominant hand. Anyways work had been incredibly stressful. I come back from my injury only to get fired and i'm so frustrated and tired and exhausted. I was told that everyone thought I was a burden, I was inconvenient to them and that I only got in their way. I don't understand what I did wrong I Was always told my attitude and personality was never a problem
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I hope you are doing okay. I know what it's like to go through depression and if you need to talk to someone just know that I am hear and I will always lend an ear
Sorry :( I know how you feel. I was chased out of furry amino by a mob of people angry at me for disagreeing with the crowd. I am having horrible nightmares about my family not loving me anymore. My aunt is dying of cancer. My mom is has been bedridden from depression for years, and I have to take the role of mother in a family of 9. I don't get to hang out with friends anymore. I'm only 14, and I feel like I'm already grown up.
:'( (hugs u)