:broken_heart: :rose: Excuse my absence... :rose: :broken_heart:

Hello Scrubs..!

As you can see by the title, I'm not gonna be too active until I'm feeling better enough to actually do anything.

No one on here really knows what I mean by this, but I had a sudden loss in my life that will take a few days to heal.

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I had to make an important choice for my baby, Apollo... Either to get rid of him and to a better family, or keep him to keep biting children and my family (when I say biting, I mean HUGE chunks of skin and blood..)

I decided to give him to a family that has birds of their own and can train the birds. So I was at ease when I found out they agreed, but cried all day because of him being gone to not hear him speak to me, or squawk so loud he wakes me up everymorning. It kills me with him being gone..

After getting him packed in the new owners car they were on their way home. Apollo had recently learned how to open his cage from the food opening... so he opened his cage on the way to his new home, attacked the new owners bringing blood and the neck of the boy and the moms hands were scratched and bloody. After he fought with them, he flew out of their car window and flew into the woods.

Even though he wasn't under our care anymore, we made the decision to go and look for him in the woods by our four-lane. We found him ONCE in a brier bush, my stepdad's shoes messed up and had to walk barefooted in the bush just to get him... but he flew away again, and so we looked today again and there was nothing..

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So if you are on the MOD Team, I'm sorry that I won't be able to be here to do much like Welcome the new , feature posts, or even broadcast some posts. I'm gonna need a little help with my part being "taken care of". I will still every day, but I may not do much on here until I'm ready to get back up. It's been so difficult to even move and do normal tasks because I've been so sad and crying for the past 2 days.

I hope you Scrubs understand, and will give me my time.. I'm sorry this was so long to read, but I'm gonna feature this for a day so people who to see it and know why I'm not gonna be there if they message me.

I hope you can understand, I'll see you Scrubs later! :rose: :revolving_hearts:

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