Why 𝐁𝐓𝐒 ?! (part -1) || by vthu

Hello, this is vthu ⊹｡ and

i hope you guys are doin

-g great. well, it's my firs

-t blog here so do ignore

my mistakes it might be ⠀ㅤ⠀ㅤ ˚. ♡﹙⁷﹚

grammar or whatever.

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⩨͢About my blog : (what actually is it about?)

This blog is about how BTS played a role

in my boring life and how it impacted the

way I thought or how I started loving mys

-elf a bit. I guess most of the wi

-ll relate to this. So, let's get into the blog

Don't get offended • ₀₀ •

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!! - ོhow it started??

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤwell, I'm not sure about the

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤyear but I do i w

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ -as going through yt in our

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤtelevision and then i went

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀⠀ through " 𝐵𝑜𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑙𝑢𝑣" and

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤi swear i couldn't take my

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤeyes off jimin. I donno ho

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ-w I fell in love with him.

Then I started going through

who actually they were and t

-hen I came to know about th

-em and i slowly started goin

-g through their socials and i

didn't even know "army" exis

-sted back then but I was a p

-art of it later I found out that

I belong to them.

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!! - ོhow my parents started reacting??

So, when I started watching BTS

they felt like I'll get a Korean guy

and go out with him and all even

i used to have that dream too bu

-t now I have a picture of what re

-ality is so i can't think about it. B

-ut my parents were too afraid ab

-out me watching them.

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀⠀They want me to stop want

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤwatching them.

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤBut i refused cuz they were

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤthe one who gave me stren

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ-gth to stand when I was m

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ-entally weak and i won't sa

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ-y family should be kept asi

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ-de both has their own prior

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ-ity and all.

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!! - ོhow did you choose your bias??

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ Like I said, I was too into j

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ ⠀-imin istg i couldn't keep m

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ -y eyes off him. I felt like h

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ -e is soo angelic and divin

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ ㅤ-e. Slowly, I started setting

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ ㅤhis pics as my wallpaper &

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ my pfp. I swear i was so in

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ ⠀-to him.

Then later i focused on his voice

and that's when I came to know t

-hat his voice is something that m

-akes me feel soo ease and bright

Whenever I use to hear him singin

-g i usually get an automatic smil

-e on my face. Later I started edit

-ing on him. I'm not comparing I'm

Into all 7 but I was highly crazy for

him.

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!! - ོhow emotionally are you connected to them?? ⠀⠀

On a scale of 1-10 I'd say 1000

that's how connected I'm to th

-em. Because when I started k

-nowing their story my heart s

-tarted connecting all it's strin

-gs to them and i accepted it wi

-th no second thought. They ta

-ught me how cruel the World c

-an be but it all depends on the

-way you see.

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!! - ོDid it affect your studies/career?? ⠀ㅤ

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀This will be always said by p

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀ -arents and relatives stating

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀that I'll loose my intrest in st

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀-udies and career but little do

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀ ⠀they know that BTS inspired

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ ⠀⠀me to study and get good gr

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀-ades and get a job and atlea

⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀-st breathe freely(mentally).

I was so obsessed with them

ngl, but I know what I was int

-o and how worth it is cuz I've

spent my time seeing em whi

-le I was low suffering things

that no one knew. So i strike

-d off their statement and pr

-oved em wrong.

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!! - ོhard stan/soft stan??

Obviously, a hard stan there are

different here hard stan h

-as two types actually

1 : one who's into 18+ content (fanfics etc)

2 : who's deeply invested into BTS

⠀   hardwork and s them 24/7 ───₎

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⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀     ㅤ⠀i belong to this category

here I'm not pointing that it's w

-rong but I mostly see people w

-ho are type 1 doesn't care abou

-t the health status or updates a

-bout BTS but continuously goe

-s through their fanfics and all t

-o satiate their mind. It's not wr

-ong but it's better to honestly c

-are about BTS if you're an hone

-st army.

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That's all for now carrotiesss...

meet you guys in part -2ヾ(◍・ꈊ・◍)ﾉ

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