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              in this post. It's just my life. I'm fine.

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               some words (censored with "🖤")

              and only truth. Don't report, it's just

              for fun (I really mean it). Thanks for

              reading and understanding!

#truestory

POV

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              It's been a Saturday night. As usual,

              I'm taking the phone and checking

              on YouTube.

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              After a few seconds, a video with a

              sign "BTS (방탄소년단) '적은 것달을

              위한 시 (Boy With Luv) (feat. Halsey)'

              Official MV" is just came out. I don't

              think, just click on it.

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              That's how it all started. That day at

              7:58 pm (UTC +2) on 27th April,

              2019. I became the ARMY.

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              Second video I've saw is "[BTS - Save

              Me+I'm Fine] Comeback Stage | M

              COUNTDOWN 180830 EP. 585". Tbh

              I literally fallen in love with this.

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              In some performances, at first, I can't

               different Jin and Jungkook. It's funny

              now, but then it was a little bit hard to

              distinguish. Mostly because of their

              hair, both of them are had black hair

              with the same style.

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              On the stage in Seoul, when BTS are

               to performing 'IDOL', V and Jungkook

              are had similar hair color, between

               pink and orange. At the first, I think

              that they are brothers. I really meant

              it.

              'Boy With Luv' became intro to my

              first and really love, Jungkook. 🖤

(Black heart means my love for him. Because his favorite color is a black, my too. And that love is in this black heart 🖤.)

         " JK love JK, but JK don't know that JK

         exists. When JK was born, JK didn't

         even exist. It was 7 years age

         difference. This 7 is not a same as my

         7 favorite . It's a long story

         with short contents. The differences

         are the same, like you and me.

         Congrats our 7 years age difference!

         Thanks.

          7 years with..out you! <3 "

* * *

School break give me a time to listen 'My You' and life break give me a time to think about you.

          " The only thing that brings us

          together is blue sky, air, listen to the

           same songs, stay alive, drawing,

          night, 🖤. "

* * *

Sometimes I think about everything, they are nothing. Every times I think about you, they are everything.

          " Every time when I listen 'My You' I

          feel like we have close relationship.

          We talk over song, listening to it. "

          " For the first time I saw you, I fall in

          love with your eyes, your smile, your

          skin color, your high, your piercings,

          your tattoos, your high notes in songs,

          your speech, your accent, your voice,

          your soul, your habits, your hands,

          your moles, your dimples, cute things

          you do, your boxing, your jokes, your

          silence, your sociability, your style,

          your hair, your cooking skills, your

          English, your Korean, your Japanese,

          your lips, your body shape, your care,

           when you workout, when you driving,

           when you swing, when you walking,

           when you talking, when you filming,

           when you running, when you falling

          asleep, when you falling down of

          laughing, when you laugh, when you

          crying, when you play a games, your

          facial contours, your neck, your nose,

          your forehead, your thighs, your

          decency, your gentleness, all part of

          your body and so many more things. "

          " For my Jeonggugie, I have some,

           for me, cute and pretty nicknames.

           Those nicknames are JK, Jungoo,

           Jung-shi, Jungkook-shi, Jeonggugie,

          Jeon-shi, Googie, Kook, Kookie, Koo,

          Sweetheart, Sweetie, Honey, Dear,

          Little one, Gookie-Kookie, Jeonguks,

          Tie Tie, Handsomie, Bambi's eyes,

          Bunny, Doughnut, Poodle, Chutney,

          My euphoria, Baby, My heart, Baby

          Koo, Bro, My right-hand man, My

          teddy bear, My love, Tiny, Mr. Jeon,

           Babby-Daddy, 오빠, 형.

           (In my language : Slatkiš, Medeni,

          Mališa, Čupko, Čupavac, Titica,

          Ćupki, Skuviši, Zeka, Čudak, Čudni,

          Ćipsi, Medenko, Maleni, Lutkica). "

          " My favorite JK's songs is 'My Time',

           'Euphoria', '10000 hours', 'My you',

           'Sofa', 'Stay Alive', 'Left and Right',

           'Still With You', 'Begin', 'Working', '2U'.

           I have so many favorite songs, then

          would be all songs. I love all of them. "

          " If I have to give you awards for

          something, I'il give you award for :

          "The most handsome man in the

          world", "The most famous artist in

           the world", "The most gorgeous man

          in the world", "The most beautiful

          man in the world", "The most cutest

           person in the world", "The best boy

          in the world", "The best mult talented

           man in the world", "The best vocalist

           in the world", "The best maknae in

          K-pop", "The youngest man with the

          most success all of the time", "The

          most talented person in the world",

           "Prettiest person in the world", "One

          of the best Directors in the world",

           "King of the Cloth Style", "The best

          Hair Style all the time", "The best

           athlete in the world", "The best boxer

           in the world", "The most sexiest man

          in the world", "The most attractive

           man in the world", "Idol with the

          smallest waist in K-pop", "Only one

           with a perfect voice", "The most

          prettiest eyes in the world". And I'm

          sure a lot more of them. :trophy: "

* * *

Unconsciously I thinking about you, consciously I need you.

* * *

Every years I love you, every months I need you, every weeks I see you, every day I think about you, every hours I wait for you, every minutes I imagine you, every seconds I like. Every time I feel you.

* * *

Sometimes I want touch you, feel you, be with you. Hug you, kiss you, have fun and romantic times with you. Be My, be Your.

          " In the dark room, on the bed, I cry.

           Looking at yours pictures, videos

           with you, read random storyline

           about you, listen to the your songs.

           That is why I cry, smile, laugh, feel

           happy, feel 🖤, feel better, feel free,

           feel loved, feel pretty, feel 🖤, have

          a mixed feelings, because of you.

          Nobody knows about it, you too.

           You'il never know about it, about me.

          Btw I have you in my imagination,

           but you have me all the time. In

           really, real life. I feel enjoy and 🖤 in

          the same time, but it's okay, I got it.

           It's become routine. But it'il remain a

          secret. "

          " You're the reason why I live, love,

           feel, sleep, wake up, walk, read, write,

           study, eat, lose 🖤, lose 🖤, I have a

          hope, wear a black, love black, like big

          size clothes, like romantic songs, like

          cold, like tattoos, did piercings, did

          workout, write it, make edits, make

          themes, install Twitter, NAVER, VLIVE,

          Amino, BTS World, Rhythm Hive, make

          my phone memory full, make my life

          different, 🖤 my hands, feel 🖤 in my

          heart, feeling 🖤 in my stomach,

           feel 🖤, feel safe, feel save, (my health

          is fine), feel butterflies in the stomach

          and a lot more. I'm thankful for it, for

          you. Nobody needs to be worried about

          it. All is fine. I'm fine. Jungkook's save

          me, he gives me a new life, more choice,

          comfort, all I need, all I want. "

          " I'm really happy to have you by my side,

           have you in my mind, in my heart, in my

          life. In my everyday, in my dreams, in my

          every time, moment, every seconds..

          You're here. You're the only one who is

          here. You and BTS, K-pop world too. This

          is my safe zone, my safe place, my place

           from dreams. You're giving me a new

           direction, new planet, new universe.

          Thank you so 🖤 much for it, for your

           love, help, , choice. Thanks for

          your existence, your hard work, your

          hope, your life style, your everything.

           Thanks for You, only you. "

* * *

Why my eyes only see you, if I look at something else? What a 🖤 is wrong with me?

          " As usual, when the movie starts, I'm

          starting to think about you. 🖤! God.

          Again.. It's the same 🖤 with music,

          when I play the music, my mind playing

          with me. 왜? ㅆ★발! "

          " "누구 저는?" Every time I ask myself

          that 🖤.. And, I don't have answer. Why?

          I don't know! I don't even know. "I'm just

          a human!" I told myself every time.

          Because I am. Just it. Just me. No one

          else isn't. In the end, you just realized that

          nobody is by your side, just you're. You're

          here for yourself, you help yourself. It's

           just you, only you. Except BTS. There are

          all the time by your side. Only them. Only

          방탄소년단. And always. Forever. Don't

          forget it. them, love them, stay

          with them, with ARMY. With K-pop. They'il

          never leave you and let you go. They give

          to you hope, safe and free place, cozy.

          Where you can be whatever you want to

          be, be yourself. They learn how to love

          and speak yourself, to care about

          yourself. All good things, smart things,

          pretty things. You just need to follow

           their policies, don't judge them, don't be

          hater, they don't deserve it. They are not

           bad, they don't hate anyone or anything.

           They aren't a racist. They accept

          everything and everyone, with all flaws

          and all virtues. They love you, they like

          you. You're their ideal type, favorite

          person, first and real love. "I want really

          love" SUGA said that, and he found it. He

          found you. BTS found you, ARMY. (...) "

* * *

What am I really supposed to say? Only nice things about you. What more? _

          " But why you must be so nice and so

          perfect? Isn't it enough that you're good

          at anything? Really, Jungkook!? Ah,

          sometimes you make me feel mad or

          crazy for you ("crazy for myself" - V). 🖤,

           you're so awesome, sweet, enter positive

          vibe, precious, wonderful. Why, bro? Why

          you act like this? "..." Nobody knows.. 🖤. "

* * *

So many back hearts, 훟?

          " Sometimes I feels like seven age

          differences don't even exist. And that

           we're the same age. Maybe, because

          age means nothing to me. "Ages is just

          a numbers." - RM and me. "If you love

          someone, don't look at _ based on ages,

          than based on personality" - me. Please,

           if you love someone, love _, don't lie _.

          Don't use anyone, don't lie, don't hate,

           don't be a racist, don't judge, don't fight,

           don't discriminate, accept anyone and

          everyone's choice, don't make unpleasant

          situation. At first, be human. It's

          important. Be nice, be helpful, be careful,

          be thankful, be yourself. Don't use other

           goodness for something bad. Return.

           Don't humiliate anyone. Don't do to

          others what you don't want others to do

          to you. It's not stupid and you won't look

          weak if you ask for someone else's help.

           Let's be better people. Let's try to make

          someone happy. Let's love, help,

           each other. Stop hate! Stop racism! Stop

           anti! Stop be jealous! Stop violence! Stop

          vulgarity! Be normal. Stop war! Stop

          pollution! Let's make our boys proud.

           Love yourself, your family, friends, life,

           animals, peoples, this world. Accept

           anything and anyone. Make some nice

          every day. Make your parents happy and

           proud. Be proud of yourself, be happy,

           be pleased. Learn more, study hard. For

          yourself. Do something for better

          features, for your healthy, for your life.

          Make your own choices, rules, lifestyle.

           Respect other. Let's respect each other!

           Because we can. You can do it. You can

          be it. Believe in yourself, believe in

          others. Give others second chance, give

          yourself second chance. Keep secrets.

           Meet anyone. Let's meet each other.

           Travel more, smile more, study more,

           read more, visit more places, love more,

           see more, sleep more, eat more, live life.

           Do what you want, be with someone you

           love. Do something new. No matter who

          you are, your name, your born place, your

          lifestyle, your skin color, your eyes color,

           your hair style, your clothes, your body

          shape, your personality, your face, your

          gender identity, your nationality, your

           faith, your weight, your height, your

          countries, your job, your school, your

           achievements, your love, your dreams,

          your phone, your house, music you listen,

          movies you watch, your hobbies, your

           friends, your language, your possibility,

           your disease, anything about you. All it's

           okay. You are matter! Your relationship,

          your situation, your attitude, your favorite

          things, your feelings, your choice, your

           money, your life moments, your work..

           It's just you. Be sure in yourself. Don't

           worry about others opinions about you,

           their doubt about you. Don't worry about

           anything. Look at future. Follow your

          dreams. Wear, eat, do, work, be with

          someone, love someone. Do what YOU

          want! Your own life, your own choice!

           Take responsibility for yourself. Calm

          down and relax. it. Don't

          forget who you are. Don't worry if you

          don't know your gender identity, your

          sexuality. All is well, it's fine to be

          afraid. It's fine to be anxious. Be human

          is okay. Every is normal. All is fine. You

          are right. It isn't your fault. If it's your

          fault, it's a normal to do wrong. It's

           a normal to be poor, it's a normal to be

          rich. All is normal and fine. At the

          moment, you can meet yourself. It's

          important. Meet yourself, all about you.

           For ANYTHING, I'm here. And I'il help

           you. I understand everything, I

          understand you, your situation. You're

           right, you're fine, you're perfect, you're

           doing great, you're good student, you're

          awesome, you're amazing! Trust me. I'm

           here for you. BTS and I are by your side.

           We're rooting for you. We're here, just

          come and we can talk about everything.

           All is normal. Please, use my will and

          desire to help you. And don't forget to

          believe in yourself, and never give up,

           don't lose hope. ("Hope right here!" -

          J-hope). Also, it's okay to change

          yourself, your mind, your life, your

          identity. Have a time for yourself, for

           thinking, hoping, and everything you

          want to do. Just let yourself to be

          yourself. (...) "

* * *

Maybe someone wants my help. Maybe not..

          " Shine, dream, smile. Do it! Don't be

          afraid. Just do it. You can, you'll do.

          Don't back down. Make anything

          possible. Nothing is impossible. You're

          to change it. You're here for yourself.

           I'm here for you. You all. If I don't know

          you, I'm not lying when I say that I trust

          you and believe in you. I see you, and I

           know that you can do anything you want.

           We are all people, all humans. Let's stay

          like this. Let's be forever young, together.

           No one's too old to 🖤, not too young to

          live. We're all too young to 🖤. No matter

          how many age people have. We're young. "

사랑해! 보라해!

I Love you! I Purple you! I believe in you! I stay by your side. I'm here for you! :purple_heart:

#LoveYourself

- by JK

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