Why I'm on a hiatus :heart:

Hello,

As you guys might have noticed I had been away from my leadership duties for a while and have kept my PMS closes unlike in the past. Because we almost never close the inbound chat requests due to our position. And since some of you guys were curious and some others, borderline rude on my wall asking me why I had my PMS closed. I thought it was better to post a small blog explaining why I have been away. I have not responded to those hate comments and have deleted them from my wall because I didn't feel obligated to answer you but you know who you are, and honestly it was very rude of you to ask for an explanation such a vile way as to why I'm not available, when there are numerous other leaders and curators here that could have answered your "very important and insanely polite Pm".

Anyways,

To answer your question I have been dealing with COVID for the past two weeks and had been on the brink of ing out due to lack of energy and health. I am allowed to take my time off of ara and I am also allowed to leave and not do my duties when I'm this sick. All of my teammates know why I am not working and have been with me asking for my health almost everyday. But you see you can have numerous people come and care for you but a small hate comment would make you breakdown because at the end of the day you are just a human.

I know alot of you guys don't like us because we have this place where some of you stand opposite to us and have a very different opinion. And I respect that but sometimes you guys need to :sparkles: chill :sparkles:

You all stand with people going through a tough time but when it comes to us you guys never bat an eye and stop and think that maybe just MAYBE we could be having a difficult time and maybe that one sentence can be a breaking point. I pray and wish from the bottom of my heart that no one goes through what I had gone through for the past two weeks. But please, I'm sincerely requesting you sometimes some comment you state are very disrespectful and heartbreaking. I'm personally a very strong willed person but this time I'm sorry but you actually broke me.

I have never showed my weak side online nor I have showed how much some of you guys hurt me but this week was my breaking point when I had recieved hate for doing literally nothing. So I hope you all stop and reflect on yourself. Not everything have to get resolved by sending hate to the other person that you dislike.

Thank you everyone else who have been wishing me a Happy holidays and New year. I love you all and appreciate you guys spending your time to comment.

Happy new Year to everyone

Wishing a life full of health to you all :heart: :heart: :heart:

Much love,

Kathy.