A Message To The CDawgVA Community

Hello Darlings!

This post will be long and very emotional so please, get your tissues ready now and prepare yourselves for a ride on the feels train.

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Disclaimer About Content

The next point ‘The Things I’ve Lost’ will be a summary of what happened to me in the past, if you’re easily triggered please don’t read it.

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The Things I’ve Lost

Not even a year has ed and I’ve pretty much lost everything I held dear. I lost my school, my friends, my love and my grandmother.

My school I lost due to a kid that was bullying me for over two years. Him and his friend would make mean comments and always laugh at me when I was unable to directly answer a question.

It lead to an event that made me leave that school and transfer to another one, but that’s also lost.

Since I’ve lost my scholarship, as well.

I’m now searching for a job and have to pull myself together.

I also lost my real life friends thanks to the school transfer, not that I even had many to begin with.

Now to the ‘love’ I’ve lost, well, I never really had to begin with. We were together online for almost 2 years but all was most likely a lie.

He cheated on me, he used me, he yelled at me.

It got so bad, since he was a gaming addict, that I was unable to even reach him thanks to his games and when I did reach him he’d yell.

That was when I left, my heart in pieces.

And then, to top it all off, in January of this year, my grandmother died. She was my only grandparent I’ve ever had and almost like a mother to me.

I miss her so so much.

But now that the summary is done, let me begin with the actual reason for this post.

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The Things That Keep Me Going

There are a few things that help me on a daily basis and keep me going, here is the list.

Here’s my message to all of you.

This Community

Being a part of this amino has changed my life around for the better. I am happy and proud to help the weebs on here daily and keep them happy. It’s a big part of my life and I love it dearly.

The Weebs

All of you darlings are also a big part of my life, your awesome posts always bring a smile to my face and brighten my day. I’m so glad that you’re here in this small fan community.

My Friends

All of my friends are of course a big big part of my life, you guys keep me happy and I love you all to pieces. Within this fan base I’ve found so many epic people to talk to and be weird with.

The VA Crew

My black butler family on here, the VA Crew, is so amazing and always cheer me up. I’m so glad that we get to do a now every month, it’s so exciting! And the fact that it makes weebs happy is what fills me with joy.

CDawgVA

And last but not least, Connor. You’re one of the funniest people I’ve ever had the honor to talk to. Your content makes the gloomy days brighter and my tears disappear. You’re so much more than a YouTuber or gamer in my opinion, you’re more of a hero. I’m so thankful for all the fun time I’ve had in this year thanks to you showing off amino.

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Thank You All

I can’t ever thank you darlings enough. You’re all a big family to me and I’m so so happy that I get to spend my days with you. Everyone here deserves so many kinder eggs.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

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