Heres an update about what's going on

So I was on tick tock alot recently and I've been seeing things about ....pride fall, covid 19, Black rights, protesters, and alot of the pride going away .there was even a protest in the city next to mine. much bigger than my city I live in and yesterday i got sick from being spun in circuls to fast and to much and. I felt better from that today. but every thing that I listed... made me cry alot . especially since this is pride month and three of my youngest siblings birthdays this month. and my step mom is celebrating one of the birthdays for my Youngest sister with unicorns and rainbow and I have alot of stuff for that and just all of this is making me really sad. the edit I had was supposed to say happy pride month... but I changed it to say we all are human. and alot more to it and I will show you all I'm not really ok at the moment to tell the truth my emotions are getting even worse .anyways have a good day and Stay positive