*Sort of a rant but letting off some steam; pretty much this is how I write in journals*
WEDNESDAY 12/02/2020
Finally I was home :house: alone so I could get my shit together and gathered want I needed and what I had for the brownies.
First up I went to the shop to look for a Valentine’s day card. They didn’t have any there not even ones that are close enough to resemble the event.
I ended up having enough money :moneybag: to get marshmallows for the brownies. I then headed over to the discounter shop for a card and still no luck.
Last bet was at the newsagent which they had cards but all bloody expensive. Fuck that I’ve decided to make my card.
Few hours later I went check up on him if Thursday we are still doing what we had planned. Which turns out the he found out that his ex wife is sick.
So he might have to pick up his daughters instead. It was a big left down and I’m pissed off :triumph: . This hasn’t been the first time he bailed on plans.
Now I was seriously starting to think about leaving the relationship. I’m sick and tired :zzz: of being let down. To the point where I’m just not going to expect anything from him and not make plans with him at all.
I’ve had enough really maybe I’ll stay put but focus upon myself and work towards getting my course done.
Fuck him; done to get things done.
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