Mental Locks {Poem}

Warning: This poem may be concerning for some s since it deals with depression and suicide themes.

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A room with no life

With no open sight

A room where I want to leave

A room with no belief

Something... nothing

Black and empty like me

Tears running down my face

I cry for one more time to stop the feeling

And I do

As I try to find a way out

Searching for a key

Is the only way to be free

A room with no light

A room with no right

Left... front.. back

I don't find anything but only darkness

I won't get out of the room unless I feel happiness

So I am never getting out?

I thought to myself sitting down

On nothing but everything at the same time

I look and look more

Trying to find a door

Not believing my mind

I search for the key another time

But nothing... but something

The spark inside me had already died

From my pain and my lies

It was all a tragical night

Crying in there a million times

With nothing but me

In reality, I let it slide

I confessed to him and he did like

But I wasn't feeling good

So back to that place I go

With nothing inside but...

A black door?

A black door I see

I ran to it and I flee

I see locks on it

But they break every time I move

Time to get out of this place

But not in a good mood

The door opens and I see light

Will this be my time to shine?

I jump out and nothing there is again

And in real life

This was my end

I realise that this was the only option for me

Since I wanted everyone to be happy

Without harm or depressive things

Now everyone can live their life

As they should with pride

But when I rethink it again

It may have been better to do this before the end

Tell them a goodbye

A sad story of a girl that just denied...

Denied life

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*wakes up*goes on the phone*sees notifications "What the-"*" I am featured?!?!Thanks~~~"

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Ah I am finally done for this month full of poems If that's the last thing it comes up~

Wow... I didn't think I would actually get through to be honest.

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