It's officially been 4 months..

Today, February 16th, marks 4 months without Liam. I can't believe it's been 4 months already. I still refuse to be believe that it's been 4 months since he has ed.

I really don't know what to say honestly, you know? I still where I was when he had died back in October 16th. I couldn't believe that it happened and I was trying to deny it, you know? And I wanted to believe that he isn't died and it was just a joke but obviously it isn't a joke and he's actually died.

It still hurts me to this day 4 months later. I truly miss him like any other person would. If you told middle school 6th grade 11 year old me back in 2014-2015, basically 10 years ago, that Liam would die, she wouldn't have believe you. But, you know, 11 year old me would have to believe either way.

Anyways, may Liam rest in peace. 🕊🕊