.....I wanna leave but...

I wanna leave this amino it's.... It's toxic sometimes.... But all my friends are there and I can't just move them to another amino to talk to them.... I feel sometimes alone.... And I feel like in the past I felt loved here... Accepted I tried to run from reality.... It felt like home but now..... I don't wanna be there....it doesn't feel the same way... I feel like people pity me.... Like they don't actually care...