Hello Flamingo Fans..my name is Taylor.. and uh I just want to let out my feelings I’ve been bottling up inside for no one to know not even my parents, if this violates the rules for the take it down even though I did read the rules again about posting before doing this.
The day is August 16th, 2018. 9:05 P.M.
I’m in 7th grade now haven’t even been in school for a week and I hate it... I have no friends I just talk to random people and fit it. I’m the weird and crazy kids, so everyone knows that about me.. I get asked if I’m a boy or girl...which hurts me... I get told my ears are big.. and just verbal bullied at most...
I feel like my family doesn’t love... cause I’m the only daughter and the middle child. I do everything wrong... I feel like I don’t belong in my family not even in my dads family side or my moms family side especially my moms...
I cant tell anybody this because they think I don’t care about what people say about me... but I do... I really do.. I cry every day from being stressed, to sad, or just to let out my feelings...
I’m crying right now actually, I don’t know if I’m depressed but I just want to stay in my room all day in silence. Just for at least one minute... I just want to hug my mom so tightly and tell her I love her but the way I’m on the outside wouldn’t fit me on the inside...
That’s all... thank you for reading all the way down here... if you want to DM me to talk I’m fine with that I might not answer cause I might’ve cried myself to sleep or just don’t want to..
Again take this Dow if it violates the rules of this Amino
Ok bye..
Comments (6)
I’m sorry i didn’t see this post sooner.
Don’t listen to them,you’re a very kind and beautiful person,and they tell lies.
If you need anyone to talk to,I’m here for you. :heart:
Thank you very much Kat!
I'm a bit late, but fr wth. I have "friends" who tease me for things (I absolutely hate my irl "friends.")
But anyways
You may have no friends irl, but at least you have people on the internet. People care about you and love you. If you need help, try reaching out for some. Some of us are here to you. I hope you're feeling a bit better right now. Life will get better, trust me. It may take a while, but stay strong. Many people care about you. ♡ I honestly think you're a great person, you are very calm about drama and ect. You just seem really cool, people care about you. I know some may brush things off, but not everyone. Some people actually listen. I'm here if ya need any help, and I hope they stop teasing/bullying you about your ears and ect. You are beautiful the way you are. ;;
Stay strong, some people are here for ya. If you need anyone to talk to, i'm here. I may not always reply, but I will try to reply back. I also tend to change the subject a lot (lel i'm working on that smol problem about myself.)
But yeah stay strong. ;;
If you need someone to talk to, you can come talk to me. I may not respond right away all the time, but I'll still respond. You have to be one of the coolest people I've met, and I like you for being, well, you! I'm actually honored to be your friend. I don't make friends all the time, but when I do, most of them turn out to be great people. Including you! Once again, if you need someone to vent to, I'm here for you.
This is actually the sweetest thing someone has ever said to me... I made me cry more but they where tear of joy. I’m honestly honored to be one of your friends, thank you.
Reply to: Taylor
It's no problem. I love and care about every single one of my friends. I'm depressed myself and have been going to see a therapist since June, but I've been able to hold it together. I believe you can too. Just , I'll always be here for you.