Captivating

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Ugh…

When was the last time I had a shower?

Two…

Three…

Three days?

No… I feel like it’s been longer.

My face is breaking out.

It must have been a while ago…

…

Might as well throw me into a retirement home

Cause god knows,

I will never be able to take care on my own

My hair matted,

Can’t the last time I took a brush to it

I’m finding balls of it on my bed

This is really getting out of hand…

As though I’m still a baby,

I can’t feed myself

My throat is pleading for water

But I can’t stop

This ceiling is too captivating

This computer is too captivating

This tablet is too captivating

This bed is too captivating

This blanket is too captivating

…

Less than three hundred steps today.

Another two pounds…

Where is my deodorant again?

I promise, this time…

I will get out of bed tomorrow…

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Do I really need to explain myself?

I'm trying to figure out to make posts with audio, but I can't get any audio apps to share anywhere else but through an email or my google drive, and even then I can't pull the audio from google drive out. It's a shit show, and I'm losing brain cells.