So basically I was bullied for a long time in my life. I was bullied basically my whole school life. From the first grade to the ninth grade.
I basically did everything wrong from the start. I let the bullying escalate completely and I didn't tell anyone about it until the seventh grade.
The school I went on though didn't really care about me being bullied though since my siblings also was bullied but they didn't do anything about it.
Anyways, I got two friends and sadly they also got bullied. It made me feel like it was my fault since they were so sad about it.
due to this I started self harming and continuing bolting my feelings up until I wrote my suicide note. It was along the lines me being a bad sister and a bad friend.
But I didn't take my life that night, instead I just went to sleep. One day in the ninth grade one of the bullies slammed a door on my face, even they saw me stand there.
I got mad and sad so I (I don't recommend doing this, so please don't do this) went to my older brother and told him about it
Safe to say the bullying stopped quickly. I also got to know that my principal didnt know anything. He haven't been informed about anything. (he actually got fired one week later whEEZE-)
but anyways, that was the end of my bullying. I'm still suffering from it though. I have anxiety and I am afraid of people in my age a lot. I'm very cautious with boys (since they were the ones that bullied me the most) and I have a low self esteem from this and I also suffer from a lot of regret.
I just want everyone to know what bullying has for side effects on people. I want people to understand how this destroys people.
And if you are getting bullied please talk to someone about it.
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