Not Remotely Beloved

HEAVILY inspired by this YouTube Video

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I have never felt loved.

Never for a moment

Did someone

Ever

Love this beast

.

.

I saw what it was meant to be

.

And I kept it close to my heart.

But I could not obtain it

.

They all

Ran away

It was pointless.

I lie here

Ever forgetting

The meaning

Of love

Pushed it away

Because it is not mine

To have

And if one day

You were to come

And smile

In the way that

Lovers do

In my eyes

You will see

.

.

Fear

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