What do you want to tell someone but can't because you know it would break their heart?

I want to say how much I love her..

Thats all.

But the wedding is already plannen between her and her new bf and she sees me as the best friend now... she once was my gf for a couple of years and I know her like the inside of my pocket by now.

All the things she and I went trough

And her bf also have trust into me. They tested me by telling she wanted to have (you know what) with me one more time and I said I had no, so they directly pulled me into the clear. Even talked with her bf and we start to actually become a close friends ig idk. Still I keep this what feels like a storm of emotions in myself far away from her and him....

Confession from me: It's about my friends. They're really nice but my best friend dropped me in one day. Basically after leaving primart school, my very very very best friend stop talking to me after about a year and I was inconsolable. So, this girl in my class asked me if I could help her cos some girls were being nasty to her, so we became great friends and I didn't feel as upset. After meeting every day in the morning for 2 years straight, one day she didn't turn up in the morning and met up with me later. I thought she was just a bit late, but she had NEVER missed a day before. It kept happening and eventually I asked her where she was. Her excuse: "I walk with the other girls now." So, feeling incredibly down, I asked the teacher if she could help me sort out our friendship (cos at the time there was this really bitc*y girl in the group so she made it worse between us) and the girl literally screamed at me in the middle of our school library, basically "to f**k off". Then she started being friendly and now she's actually really nice to me. So I just pretend like she never made me feel like absolute sh*t for weeks on end. That's happened to me at least twice in my life. I have a new best friend now. She is literally the best. 🖤

Also I'm bi and will never tell anyone until I'm a lot older.

EDIT: I TOLD MY MUM AND DAD AND THEY WERE SO IVE 🖤🖤

Well I have several heart breaking confessions.

Hello-

family,

It feels wrong to even call you that. More often than not I just call you "roommates". I can't understand your love for me, mom and dad. And Eli, when you said that when you thought of me dying and you cried, I wanted to laugh. Family movies are so confusing. I don't understand the love family share. You could all die and I wouldn't bat an eye. I don't feel anything toward any of you. I never understood a mothers or fathers love, and I almost couldn't care to ever understanding it. You mean nothing to me, and I would like to keep it that way. When I and older, I'm leaving. I and leaving you and never coming back. You will never know anything about me ever again. No phone number, letter, or post card. I will cut you out of my life so fast you can't even blink in time. And Eli, fuck you for wanting to come with me. I don't want your love, I don't want your friendship. Leave me the hell alone. I never asked for you to care about me.

To my unborn child, if I ever have one,

I'll probably be a fuck up for a parent. You don't have to tell me. And I am so so sorry for that. I may have carried you myself, or pick you up from parents who wanted nothing to do with you, but that changes nothing. You probably think I hate you, and I can't sit here and say that you are wrong. I don't think I can feel love for a child. I want to raise you and I want to care for you, but I don't think I can give you a fathers love. I truly think I am incapable of doing that. Even now, I'm fucking up raising my sister. I know what I should do and how to be a good parent, but I'm missing the most important thing,

Love.

I don't love her and I wish she would die. I know my mother is screwing her up which is why I'm trying to fix her, but I don't even know why I want to do any of it. I don't care about her. I don't love her. I feel like maybe it's just to prove a point. That my mother is wrong and I have to shove it in her face.

And this extends onto you, Darynne.

I really really love you. I love you more than I could ever possibly love anyone else. But... I'm scared. It's easy to throw words of my love to you in a text or on paper, but what happens when we meet again? When you need me to hold you, can I actually show that love? For gods sake I can't even mouth the words "I love you" to your face... I hate to think that I won't be able to show my love to you. Like I'm some heartless monster who can't feel. I could never tell you this. I never want you to know there is a possibility I can't be loving for you. I hope I can. I really really do.

Idk dont have a person a

Or thing to say that would break a heart