Sinking

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Inside the mind of the blinded Trillbird

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☪ Darkness

☪ I was expecting it for years

☪ But I wish it never happened

☪ Joy has filled my heart

☪ So much changed in an instant

☪ It started with irritation

☪ Consistent eye rubbing

☪ My eye grew heavy

☪ When my eyes closed I fell asleep

☪ But when I opened them again,

☪ Darkness was all I see

☪ It hurts but there is no pain

☪ My heart dropped and I screamed from loss

☪ I never wanted this

☪ I don't deserve this

☪ I hate this

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☪ Haven't I suffered enough

☪ My childhood isn't as pure as it seems

☪ Seeing was everything

☪ My future destroyed

☪ A miracle is what I need

☪ A months time

☪ Seems forever away

☪ With only my father at my side

☪ I feel far away

☪ I have never felt more alone

☪ My mind is spiraling

☪ A few warm moments keep me a float

☪ He is here

☪ My sweet bunny

☪ He is giggling and warm

☪ The darkness lifts some

☪ I have hope

☪ The darkness is fading

☪ The future is uncertain

☪ But the darkness is lifting

~Magnolia Irene Trillbird

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