hyubtober !

        :seedling: lee seunghyub was simply

        mesmerizing from the very st

        art, something about him was

        truly unforgettable.

        before i knew his name, i saw

        his smile and before i saw his

        smile, his stupidly wide grin,

        the way seunghyub treated

        the people around him, with

        so much overflowing adorati

        on for anyone who looked his

        way, it made me notice him.

        from the beginning, he seem

        ed like such a kind soul, hold

        ing everyone in a tight hug.

        he shines like the brightest

        star amongst the dark night

        sky, yet he uplifts others so

        there are other stars to shine

        so stunningly next to him.

        this blog is a happy birthday

        to lee seunghyub of n.flying,

        to such an incredible inspirat

        ion of mine. and hey, it’s also

        halloween!

:seedling: even from the start, the

that drew me in about hyub

was his personality, his cha

racter. always, he has been

such an incredible comfort,

and on multiple s, h

e has gone out of his way to

help others, whether it be

something simple like stop

ping his lives to help elders

take   photos or something

much more serious to help

save someone from a dang

erous   and   uncomfortable

situation.

regardless of this, he reiter

ates that this should be so

thing to be expected, not

praised. he remains humble

and charming, although he

isn’t scared of being confid

ent and making jokes. he is

truly so sweet.

in his letters to nfias, he’s a

lways so apologetic and sy

mpathetic. he treats every

one with utmost respect an

d listens to everyone’s con

cerns while trying to do his

best to help. he loves prais

ing nfias and tries to defen

d them during problems.

one example of this would

be the song living proof, in

which he addressed plagar

ism rumors and expressed

how he was tired, but felt

worse for nfias who had to

put up with them. he’s very

reassuring and puts others

before himself, even in the

face of criticism.

he strives to be better ever

yday, and think that’s what

makes seunghyub so ende

aring. he has a special qua

lity that makes him so com

forting and makes him feel

like a safe haven.

his smile is so calming, his

laugh so warm and joyful,

and he is able to express

a tidal wave of emotions in

a single song, single word.

his music is so incredible

because the emotions feel

so heartbreakingly real. he

is truly incredible, his musi

c   is like an extension of

himself and everything he

has ever done.

                              :seedling: lee seunghyub is such an

                              groundbreaking leader, hyub

                              has so much love for nflying.

                              seunghyub is already clingly

                              but he has such a big soft sp

                              ot for his . the first

                              thing i noticed about him wa

                              s the way he cares for them

                              and wants to spend all the

                              time in the world with them.

                              he’s always been the one to

                              say that he wants to be with

                              them until they’re eighty, tha

                              t they’re his family, and as

                              leader, he takes care of his

                              and makes sure th

                              at no one is ever lonely or fe

                              els left out.

                              the point that i realized this

                              was dongsung’s story with

                              fnc, going through so much

                              until finally finding a home

                              with n.flying. seunghyub sa

                              w him without a group, abo

                              ut to give up, so he took ds

                              under his wing and treated

                              him with all the love and ca

                              re that he deserves. hyub

                              geniunely cares about the

                              , and even when

                              times were uncertain, and

                              they did not know what wo

                              uld happen, he acted fast

                              and led them through it.

                              on their birthdays, he’s writt

                              en letters so personal that

                              hweseung says he can’t rea

                              d them without crying. on

                              normal days, he just likes gi

                              ving them hugs.

                              he goes above and beyond

                              for them, and he has remai

                              ned their rock throughout

                              it all.

        :seedling: yet, leadership isn’t his on

        ly contribution to nflying. i can

        not stress enough how much

        of an asset seunghyub is, how

        much of an ace he truly is.

        he’s so talented, truly, playing

        the paino (plus the guitar if

        needed!),   singing,   rapping,

        composing, writing, producin

        g, he’s truly insane. he’s incr

        edibly consistent, always sta

        ying up to write songs, such

        a workaholic- but his ability

        to pour his heart into his mus

        ic remains unmatched. he’s a

        true artist, drawing on his life

        experiences to help people

        forget and at the

        same time. his songs have

        unmatched atmosphere, you

        have no choice but to listen,

        they’re so captivating, it dra

        ws you in.

        i really ire his work ethic

        seunghyub is   unstoppable

        when he puts his mind to so

        mething, and i truly think it’s

        the reason why n.flying gets

        any promotion anymore. he

        is always the one to update,

        to start up and create new

        content ideas like the summ

        er and winter camps,   and

        he’s always in the studio.

to seunghyub,

thank you for doing your very best, thank you for leading nflying with such vigor and for taking creative risks, for being so ionate about your job and for loving the with all that you have. you’ve fought against the odds to make it here, and i hope that you’re enjoying some well deserved rest and spending time with the people you love.

it is so incredibly sweet of you to you to constantly consider the feelings of others, to put the people you love above yourself, but you are only human, you don’t have to be apologetic for things that are out of your control nor feel like taking time for yourself is selfish. you inspire so many people every day, and it’s only fair that you get to express your own emotions about what’s going on in your life, regardless of whether they’re positive or negative. take some time to confide in people you trust. i hope you don’t feel too burdened to always be happy and strong, it’s okay to be not okay.

lastly, i want to thank you for trying to help nfias become confident, your constant reassurance has been really helpful personally, and the warmth you’ve shown to others will come back to you. you inspire me to strive to be a better person, even if it’s difficult, and that also means becoming more independent and finding happiness within myself. ive done my best to stop relying on others compliments and approval to make me happy, and while that means i won’t necessarily need your kind words anymore, you were part of why i made that first step into becoming a better version of myself. long after ive forgotten all about you, your impact will still linger as i grow up and no longer need someone define my own self worth. you uplifted me, and while i may not need that boast anymore, once upon a time, i did, and i thank you for doing that. thank you for making me happy when i couldn’t, because now i can make myself happy.

i hope you’re able to surround yourself with people that cherish you and all that you do just as much as you do them.

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art, ibispaintx, photopea,

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resources)

resources used: pngs are

by moonmoonb and gum

my seoyeon from deviant

art, the gif is from corny

on tasa, the overlay put

over the background   is

by orgogasm on deviant

art. the psd used was be

in love by bbyhyuck

credits to them for every

thing i used!