Messages To You | Happy Bang Chan Day

[Vegixaaa] 10/02/19

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welcome!

In 6 months, it’ll be Bang Chan’s

birthday, so I decided to try to

write a small message for him

each month up until his birthday

There’ll also be some fanarts I

did over the past couple months

down at the end of the blog :3

ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇs ʟᴏᴀᴅɪɴɢ . . .

3rd of April 2019

Okay hi so uhh, it’s your birthday in 6 months exactly and I had the random idea to do this :,)

So anyway, you’re currently doing promotions for Clé1 MIROH, and you’re doing so well! I’m so proud of you and the rest of Stray Kids and I really wish for you to get your 1st win~ I hope that you’re getting enough rest and that you and the others are taking care of yourselves and each other~ I’m not really sure what else to say now, so I guess I’ll leave it at that. Please stay strong and I’ll be back in a month with something that hopefully isn’t as bad as this is :”)

Edit: They got their 1st win the day after I wrote this, 4419! I’m crying, I’m so happy for them!

3rd of May 2019

Hi again :) I can’t believe that a month’s already gone by since my last message, I think that this is going to go by quite quickly :,) This past week or two have been quite hard, especially the past 4 days or so, you’re helping me a lot though. You always do, I’m so grateful for your existence. You started quite a stir in the fandom recently due to a hairstyle you did, but I’m not going to talk too much about that, it’s luckily quieted down now. I felt so bad for all the unnecessary hate you were receiving, you looked so tired that week :( I worry a lot for you, I hope that you’re okay and that you don’t worry too much about everything. Stay will always be here for you :hearts:

Oh! You’re going to be in tomorrow too! I was so close to being able to go but missed my chance which makes me quite sad, I wish you have so much fun though~ Anyway, this was quite long so I’m going to end this here. Until next month ^-^

3rd of June 2019

Okay well, I might’ve forgotten to do this on Monday because I’m busy with finishing things before exams so now it’s the 6th, I’m so sorry :(

But anyway, I’m so excited because the dates for when you come to Europe were finally announced and I might be able to go! I’m so happy, I was so close to crying, it would mean so much for me to see you. You mean so much to me and help me get through every day. It’s pride month atm too, something you said in your recent live helped me a lot, I think it helped a lot of others too, it made me think even more about coming out to my parents, maybe I’ll do it soon but I’m not sure. I’ll tell you if I do it ^~^ Anyway byebye, until next time (: :hearts:

3rd of July 2019

Just 3 months left now, we’re already halfway there, time’s going so fast! I hope that you’re having so much fun with Yellow Wood promotions, Side Effects is so amazing, it’s one of my favourite skz songs. Please don’t listen to all the people saying that it’s bad or let it get to you, you’re so incredibly talented and amazing. Like you said in your Chan’s Room on Sunday, it’s okay not to be perfect, so please don’t put yourself down so much, you’re perfect to me.

Oh and I managed to get tickets with my friend for the Paris concert, I’m so happy! T-T I really feel like I’m gonna die when I see you come on stage by witnessing such overwhelming talent. Oh, also I was going to come out on Friday/Saturday...but I chickened out so uhh, yeah, sorry :/ Anyway, I’ll be back again next month, surely with post concert depression :”) Byebye! :hearts:

3rd of August 2019

I’m not quite sure how to start this..I’m still super tired from the concert even though it was three days ago :”) It was honestly the best and happiest I’ve ever been in my life, I laughed and cried so much. It blew my mind that you’re actually real and do truly exist, and that you’re not just an angel/super-being that I just make up and see on a screen (does that make sense? i feel like it doesn’t but eh) I wish that I could go back and experience that whole day again and again, I’d never change anything about that day for the world (except maybe getting sunburnt), and I really hope to see you again someday.

I hope that you had fun yesterday in Berlin and have fun in Moscow tomorrow. Please rest well after the tour and look after yourself :hearts:

3rd of September 2019

Hi! It’s the last month now before your birthday! I can’t believe that the time’s gone this quickly, I’m also slightly shocked that I’ve managed to sort of keep this up for 6 months :”) Anyway, I go back to school in just under a week and I’m really nervous, but I’ll imagine you there in my head telling me it’s alright. You also dyed your hair recently which was amazing! I actually cried because I was so happy that your hair isn’t dying anymore rip :skull: You really look so beautiful with your darker hair, I hope that you keep it like that for a while before dyeing it again ♡

Anywho...I don’t really have anything else to say now, except for thanks for existing and being the wonderful you and I’ll come back next month for the last message ( ‘-‘)/ :hearts:

☆ 3rd of October 2019 ☆

Hi, it’s finally your birthday! I can’t believe that it’s finally that day, this has all gone by so quickly :0 I really hope that you’re resting well and that you’ll have so much fun on your special day :hearts: I’m so grateful to you for being there, for being you and that I’ll be able to still tell you this next year, and also every year after that. Seeing the hashtags for your birthday being the top trending worldwide made me so happy, I hope that you saw our messages and were reminded of how much we love you and how important you are to us all. You deserve so much happiness and love and I hope that you’ll get overflown with that today~

Skz’ comeback was also announced the other day and I’m so excited, I can’t wait! You all look so great in the teaser and it sounds so amazing already ;-; So again, I hope that you have an amazing birthday with friends/family and are able to take your mind off of everything and just enjoy yourself. Please be happy and rest well, have a wonderful day and you’re loved :hearts: Happy birthday, my angel ☆

ғᴀɴᴀʀᴛs ʟᴏᴀᴅɪɴɢ . . .

ɴᴏᴛᴇ

I initially wasn’t thinking of posting

these fanarts here so there aren’t

really any progress shots for most

of these drawings, I’m super sorry

I put proof shots(?) instead, I hope

that that’ll be enough, also with the

reference pics for each drawing :)