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HI HELLO KA!! zay here on behalf

of    the cutest   #onlyoneofteam,

bringing you the most exquisitely-

written waffle you deserve on this

fine mill day.    in honour of   our

darling yongsoo’s 24th birthday, i

present to you mini mill rambles: a

collection of small rambles about

the things that i adore about him

<3   me and my   superpower   of

unstoppable blathering has made

its return today so get excited for

that i guess :heart_eyes: now i could easily

make     a    hundred     of     these

paragraphs but for   your sake…

because i love you or whatever…

:unamused: … i’ve kept it to nine.   since

that’s out the way, let’s start!!!

if   you know me   (you   probably

don’t, i have like three friends on

here) then you’ll know that ever

since i became a lyOn i have been

a    very    ionate   beret    mill

enthusiast. have you seen him in

a beret??? berets were made for

mill and mill was made for berets.

fuck    pb&j,   THIS   is   the    most

perfect match in the whole wide

world. he has a few in different

colours   like   plain   black,   fuzzy

black, grey and cream; and if i

were to rob his wardrobe id go for

all four. i love that he has so many

cute ones, he’s a fashionista :heart:

my iration for beret mill is so

high that i had an entire collection

of beret mill pics and selcas that

sadly my icloud decided it didn’t

want to let me keep. apple is a

beret mill anti, it on. lately

mill hasn’t been wearing a lot of

berets, i don’t seeing a

beret on his dome at all which is

half heartbreaking and half fine i

guess. it’s FINE. IM FINE OKAY. it

makes way for new hats on mill,

like beanies and caps and… adult

sized cat ears… all very handsome

on him!   even without a hat   his

hairstyles are so pretty anyways.

next time i’ll write an appreciation

for mill hairstyles because there

are so many cute ones!!!!

(unbeknownst to former zay who wrote this section, beret mill indeed made its return in… like… one image. i don’t know how to put my affection into words anymore, i can only scream. just pretend he didn’t.)

late 2O19 brought us many things

like   excitement   about   the   new

(hellish) year to follow, my bday

where i was gifted a jar of literal

olives,     and    most     importantly

onlyoneof’s line sun goodness era!

with line sun goodness came mill’s

EXQUISITE   red hair,   one of   my

favourite colours on him to date. i

adore it so much that it’s probably

one of the first signs i got of ‘mill

syndrome :tm: ’ (see below)

there is so much to say about red

haired mill but not enough words

synonymous   with beautiful.   i’m

pretty sure at first his hair was a

bright    cherry     red,    which     is

honestly my favourite since it was

so cute. the cherry red had a very

youthful vibe about it which really

suited him <//3 after the cherry

red came a beautiful reddish-pink

shade that i also hold close to my

heart, then around unknown art

pop 2.1 it was a dark, winey   red.

all    of    the    shades    looks    so

scrumptious on him, i would do

anything to have red haired mill

back. he pulled it off so well :sob:

our   darling   yongsoo’s   voice   is

something          so           criminally

underappreciated; infact, so much

so that i just invented a new word.

that should tell you the intensity of

my feelings 🤕. i wrote about his

voice in a previous blog but that

was more about his vocals rather

than his voice in general. while his

vocals   are   unbelievable,   show-

stopping,           gorgeous         and

spectacular—what about his voice

in general? how can we forget the

sweetness in the way that he talks,

the gentleness and care in his tone

with lyOns, and the hints of classic

maknae mischief in his voice with

his ? i could listen to him

all day, taking in mind all the tiny

details about the way he speaks

because i love him so much. now

here’s a tmi (exhibition of mental

illness :sparkling_heart: )   like you have never

seen before—sometimes i watch

his unsubbed lives just to listen to

him. very occasionally i’ll turn on

a   yongsoo   live just   because   i

treasure seeing and hearing him

all   smiley   with   lyOns.   it   really

makes my day. it doesn’t matter if

i don’t understand a single thing

because   he   has   a   voice   that

comforts.   how the universe has

someone   so   precious,    i   don’t

know… but we don’t deserve him.

as ka’s resident bunny headband

mill enthusiast, this right here is

my time to shine :dancers: ‍♀   apart from

the man himself, there is nothing i

love more than the sight of mill’s

little fluffy bunny ears headband.

though he’s only worn it a couple

times, NO other look on yongsoo

will be as adorable as pjs and the

bunny headband and i will stand

by that. fight me if you dare 🤺! i

think it was either 2O19 or 2O2O

when he first showed the world his

bunny headband, and you won’t

believe   this   guys—RED   HAIRED

BUNNYHEADBAND MILL EXISTED

🤯🤯   it was absolutely EARTH-

SHATTERING,           CIVILISATION-

DESTROYING,       MIND-BLOWING

and   VERY CUTE !!!!!   what more

could you ask for. that’s two of the

cutest things on mill at the same

time? that moment in history is not

nearly   appreciated   enough.    he

also donned the bunny headband

during libidO era (yes, libidO era)

and with his black hair it was just

as pretty!! it has been almost two

years since i’ve seen the sacred

headband   and i’ll be so   honest

with you, i’d pay him a large sum

of money to put it back on. i am a

weak and simple woman okay.

when    you    see   lee    yongsoo’s

sunshine grin, you cant help but

smile back and cover your mouth

with your hand because did you

really just smile because a MAN

smiled?   it’s so irresistible. mill’s

happy vitamin powers are a force

not to be reckoned with. he puts

the sun to shame with how bright

his big smile is,    and puts baby

bunny video youtubers out of a job

with how downright adorable he is

when he grins. everyone’s smile is

precious and different, but mr mill

has    my   absolute    favourite 🙁

there’s     something    about     his

gorgeous   beam that has   literal

healing   powers.   his   contagious

laughs and smiles are so genuine

and pure—unless, of course, he is

channeling his rude mill :tm: for the

day. i back when mill

had     braces,     you’d     very (!!!!)

occasionally see them when he

smiled, and let me tell you they

were the CUTEST thing. when he

beams, the universe tells you that

you are going to be happy now

whether you like it or not. you’re

completely miserable? nope. not

anymore!      yongsoo     and     his

youthful grin is   the little happy

vitamin everyone needs in their

days <3

my only concern while writing this

section is that this blog is titled

‘mini mill rambles’, and i’m afraid

it’s   pretty difficult   to keep   this

section   mini.   i could   write   my

thesis    on   our   sunshine    boy’s

personality   and end up with   a

word count so large that the only

word to describe it is unholy. but

moving on from the fact i am a

criminal    rambler,    i   thought    i

should    still   take   the   time    to

appreciate his golden personality.

when i first got in to OnlyOneOf it

was   his chaotic   yet   endearing

energy that made me bias him in

the     first   place.      i     genuinely

convinced   myself   he    was   the

maknae   with how unhinged   he

could be sometimes but i wasn’t

too far off so well done to me 🤩

despite being fun and bubbly, he’s

simultaneously   very caring   and

heartfelt. he can joke around with

his or his fans and also

look   out   for   them,   make   sure

they’re okay and tell them to take

care of themselves at the same

time.    his     have   said

before that when they’re feeling

exhausted from work or practice,

it’s mill who cheers them on and

tells them they can do it. while he

works   extremely    hard   he   still

takes the time   to take care of

everyone else which is something

that devastates me 🙁 if you’re

not already head over heels in

love   with yongsoo…   what   are

you doing?

when i say there’s no one i want to

have     a meal with more in   this

world, i mean it.   i have never sat

down   and decided to   watch   a

mukbang   in   it’s   full length   for

ANYONE   apart from   onlyoneof,

and    our    boy     mill    takes    his

mukbangs seriously. he’s such a

foodie and i’m   in love with that.

whenever he   talks about food—

especially       his       mother’s—i’m

always like what the fuck where is

mine?    he sells it so well i’d gladly

eat wood chips if he told me how

mouth watering they are. mill’s got

a real love for food and i’m the

same, we take our food extremely

seriously in this household. i want

him to try pakistani food and see

what he thinks. he eats deliciously

(which    means   nothing   in    the

english    language     but    try    to

understand me)   and that’s what

makes     me    actually    like     his

mukbangs. bros enjoying himself!

the   only downside is   when   he

feeds the camera his food and i

just have to sit on the receiving

side     watching    him    thwap    a

vegetable at my face on screen

while   i   eat cold leftovers   from

yesterday. unfair tbh.

just when you thought mill content

was a blessing already, self-made

mill content entered the room and

proved you could have better. mill

has done so much for lyOns over

the    years    like    behind   videos,

regular livestreams, even precious

vlogs    at    one    point.     it’s    his

livestreams and vlogs that made

me want to write this section so

much, because if nobody else has

appreciated it then i’ll do it myself i

guess 🙄.   my    favourite    things

about   his   livestreams   are   how

freely he talks with lyOns and how

he’s     so     effortlessly     funny :disappointed:

theyre so much fun to catch up on.

he’s so bright and bubbly all the

time, everyone needs a yongsoo in

their life.   if i’m ever around when

he goes live i like to tune in for a

while and feel proud of myself for

understanding at least two (2)( :v: 🏽)

words he said, since subtitles are

not always available after anyway.

i’m pretty sure onlyoneof stopped

this a while back,   but i also loved

his    vlogs!     watching    yongsoo

yongsoo-ing is a treat, especially

when he’s put his own cute little

edits in the video as well. there’s

so many moments that come to

mind when   i think of   mill vlogs

and   i miss them so much.   they

are so precious :(

mill   is   the   guy   who   takes   his

noraebang seriously and then gets

so embarrassed about it afterward

he gaslights himself into believing

it didn’t happen :heart_eyes: he said himself

that    the    one    who    performed

gangnam style (twice, i’ll tell you)

was NOT him and to NOT bring it

up ever again, so in order to fulfil

his wishes and completely throw

them out the window at the same

time i’ll talk about noraebang-mill

like     it’s      a     separate     entity.

noraebang-mill is like a beast mill

unleashes   every time there’s   a

karaoke mic in front of him. if his

personality already goes zero to a

hundred    itself,     noraebang-mill

takes   it   to a whole   new   level.

sometimes i like to watch him and

think that even the original artist

didn’t go as hard   as he did on

their own track.   bigbang   would

probably quiver in their expensive

ass designer boots watching him

nearly CONSUME   the mic while

singing       bangbangbang.        he

gangnam-styled so hard even psy

said   “fawk   this   i’m   going   into

hiding :worried: ” so he didn’t come after

his career. noraebang-mill has me

face flat on the floor, crying with

laughter but also kind of terrified

with how much energy he has.   a

dangerous   amount   of    caffeine

consumption wouldn’t be   nearly

enough to get me hyped like he is.

and that’s it for today guys! thank

you so much for making it this far,

trust me i know the way i’ve out

written shakespeare   with   every

sentence makes it so exciting to

read   xxx.     no   but   SERIOUSLY,

sometimes   i cant even make it

through these   blogs myself,   so

well done to you babes your nobel

peace    prize    and    my    signed

“kyuboobies”       autograph       is

shipping   in   the   mail :kiss: :sparkling_heart:   as

always, i hope you guys had just

as     much     fun     reading     this

nonsense as i had writing it and i

hope the rest of your day goes

well.   look   after   yourself!    stay

hydrated!    keep    smiling!    drink

some   tea!    and until next time,

-zay ♡

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