Ok so i have this one person in my life that always makes me feel bad bc of kpop,, i just wanna rant-
I’ve been into kpop for almost five years now and this person has been for almost two. when ever they send me a video or show me something about a group that we have in common well i probably already have seen it. when i tell them I’ve seen it but try to talk to them about the video/content they just get mad and say they wont show me or share with me anything since I’ve “seen it all”. First of all I’m sorry?? Is not my fault?? It makes me feel really shitty. It pretty much happens with anything related to kpop and even the korean culture.
Also today a finished a korean course and i was really happy about it. I actually understood and knew more than i gave myself credit for. When i was starting the course i told that person about it and the immediately got mad because and i didn’t tell them about it. i honestly didn’t feel the need to because idk is a personal choice?? Like idk how to explain,, I’m learning a language because i want to, is not like an update or something about our faves y’know? They immediately wanted to do it too and i felt like they only did it because i was doing it. ANYWAYS,, it honestly turned into a competition, a one sided one lol. They always tried to turn the assignments before me and bragged about anything they could and i was like ok?? I’m glad they liked the course and all but i felt in a contest to see who was best. Whenever i told them about how great i felt and how much i actually understood and knew they always replied sarcastically and mocked me a bit. They even started posting stories about how they felt completely useless and stupid every time i told them about how i was doing with the course or just told them or did something they didn’t know.
The problem is that if i tell or not they always end up mad for some reason. It honestly makes me feel so bad and i don’t know if is my fault or what. I just feel guilty of the reason they feel stupid i-
I don’t know what to do :pensive:
sorry for any grammar mistakes kksksks
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