𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠// challenge entry

tw: i’ve been going through trauma and ever since my dreams have felt slightly off.

ᴅᴇꜱᴄʀɪʙᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇʟᴛ ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ

I felt trapped; i felt as if i could never escape a loop of either walking as if i’m being chased, or falling into the unknown when i give up

ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ɪᴛ?

the sky looked out of sorts almost like a galaxy, what was painted with blues and purple hues

something i feel as if i haven’t seen before

i was walking a somewhat curved road, and it was starting to swerve and form into an i dirt sign, i felt as if i was walking along it forever

the road felt lonely, and as i walked along i only felt shame. i was walking along a never ending reminder of my past

close to giving up, i was growing tired and i decided to let go. i felt powerless in as if when i walked belong the galaxy path, the gravity pulled me down to the bottom of the earth

i knew i had to run, their was something about what i felt, maybe if i ran fast enough the gravity wouldn’t of caught me. maybe. just maybe i wouldn’t be feeling this way. why did i let go, why did i let this feeling over power me

Once i let go, the road shattered into, millions into oblivion, as if a window pain shattered from the middle, everything turned dark and i slowly begun to fall down, and as i did all i could think was to finally fight back, why am i caving in? the darkness felt so cold, and i don’t know how to cope anymore.

i woke up, on a purple and blue shore, the sand a beautiful purple, and it felt nice and warm. maybe there is a new hope, and i can maybe get some help and answers on why i had to walk an endless loop on the galaxy road

i was pulled off of the sand by someone, i when i look above him, beautiful midnight black hair with green highlights, something about them was very familiar. do i know them? they grinned at me, but it eventually faded away, i felt alone again. once again i started falling, and i felt even more trapped then i did on the road. never ending.

once again i awoke in a bed made of red silk, it felt; warm and as if i was getting hugged

i look up, and that’s where my warmth was coming from, i felt safe, i felt intertwined with them. no one can hurt me, i won’t have to run anymore. im not trapped.

however that was also scary, what happens if i lose them and im alone again? what happens if im in this scary place all over again. being forced to walk aimlessly for years.

i look at his face and started to cry

he’s so gorgeous and ever so mine

his eyes are dark like marbles, black and ever so mysterious my person, i felt saved.

i fell into him, and his warmth. i’m inlove and i am saved, thankful.

i awoke eventually

ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴀꜱ ɪɴ ɪᴛ?

for most of my dream i was scared and alone, afraid, then their was someone grunge looking who helped me out of the sand only to have me be alone again, and then i felt safe once again in my partners arms. which really helped me because when i did wake up crying from the feeling of loneliness tonight he cuddled me to sleep

#DreamChall