He's never been there for you
You force yourself to tell yourself that he cares
But why would he
He never has
He never will
You say, you will never leave him
He is the best thing that has ever happened to you
But you're lying
You've always been lying
He's been telling you the truth all along
You need to leave him
You would do better without him
He cheated on you
He hurt you
He hurt your friends
He ripped your heart out of your throat
Took a huge bite out of it
And spit it out and stomped on it
He just told you he has never cared about you
That nobody ever has
Nobody has ever cared about you
Not your looks
Not your personality
Not your poems for him
Not your stories you write about each other
Not your anything
He hates you
No, not hate
He loathes you
He wishes the worst for you
He wished
He hoped
He prayed
He had never met you
He wished you were cuter
He hoped you would change
He prayed you would go away
But you stayed
You refused to let go
So he let go instead
And let you fall
Down, down
Deep to the bottom
But when you thought you were at the bottom
You broke through and kept on falling
Farther and farther
Darker and darker
Deeper and deeper
More and more
You gave up on yourself
The more you gave up
The more you let it get to you
You get let it get to you so much
You got rid of what little you had left
And then there was no more of yourself
No more of yourself to consume by darkness
No more caring
No more loving
No more feeling
No more living
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