My final confession...

I need to get this off my chest before it’s too late. The truth is… I haven’t enjoyed DabiHawks for a long time. I don’t know when it started... maybe after writing one too many fics, maybe after rewatching one too many times and realising they had no chemistry and genuinely wanted each other dead... but at some point, I realized I was tired of them. But by then, it was already too late. My entire identity here was built around them. I kept posting, kept pretending, because what else was I supposed to do? it I’d lost all my love for the one thing that made me ME?

I stopped posting regularly altogether cause just the thought of having to force myself to write them was making me not want to write at all.

I can't believe I can finally say it. I’m free.

…Unless, of course, this is some cruel joke, and tomorrow I have to act like this never happened.

#mhadoomsday