To those I roleplay with

To everybody I roleplay with and those I have formed a good friendship with,

It's been a while, I know. I'm aware that I keep trying to say that I'll reply to roleplays and take weeks just to get one reply out recently, I've just had a rather large crash in my life at the moment, many issues needing to be sorted. Please don't take this as me being uninterested anymore or slacking off, it isn't at all. I know it isn't much of an apology nor is it an excuse, I can only hope you forgive me. I will be replying to everyone as soon as possible, I just need to get back into the swing of things. Which will happen slowly but surely. All I can request is that you have patience with me. A lot of things are processing for me at the moment so even picking up my phone is difficult now, replying to long roleplays is even harder.

To sum it up, here are a small amount of reasons for my recent 2½ month hiatus, and I'm sorry for not warning everybody beforehand, I just didn't think it would take this long.

Tw: Mentions of death, cancer, low mood and physical illness.

•A friend of mine that I met through another friend has recently died of cancer. Yeah quite a morbid start to a list but yeah. He was battling it for a while, got cleared and then it came back a year later.

•A close relative of mine has recently been given a week to live and is most likely not going to make it till Christmas.

•I've recently been diagnosed with severe insomnia so I am constantly too tired to pick up my phone or complete consistent tasks

•I'm trying to get hold of an autism assessment but they're taking their time

•Started a new job recently, making me work too many hours 7 days a week.

For me the last 2 months it feels as if my life is like watching a film half asleep. Out of my control, constantly tired and my head has brain fog. It's irritating because I seem to have no concept of time and it can be days before I realise any time has actually ed, hence why I forget to reply. And when I eventually , I'm too emotionally and physically tired to do anything. It's causing my mental state to dwindle significantly so I hope you can all forgive me, I am trying. I really am.

I am not looking for pity or sympathy, I just hope this clears up why I haven't been up to my usual standards recently. Just so you all know I'm not just leaving you in the dark about anything. Please forgive me, I'll be back very soon.

Yours Sincerely,    -Niall