I'm currently in the process of coming home to myself after a long time of being disconnected from my practice. A long time where I felt alone, discombobulated, out of sorts, low vibrational, and just overall not myself. Oh, and I was struggling with an active addiction that was ruining not only my magick, but every other area in my life as well. It was destroying me.
Hi, I'm a witch and an addict, and the two don't mix very well. I'm tried of compromising my magick for earthly desires that serve me well no more, and if I'm being honest with myself, never ever served me well. Its time to let go and accept my higher calling, my higher Gods, my higher power.

I did my first spell tonight for a very long time. Its not for me but someone dear to me, and its very much a reflection of the healing I need to do. Banish addiction, Make room for healing. It feels good to pray and tap into my power. I was a witch before an addict, and by God's and Goddesses above and below, within and around me, help me reset my path from addiction to witchhood. Being a witch is who I am meant to be.
Practicing has a tendency of fading in and out of my life, but being alone was...well, heartbreaking. I was lost within myself. Now, I'm finding myself and pulling myself out of that dark place.
I started by making gratitude lists with the assistance of my sponsor and its been going great. Its definitely a good reset into easing into my practice, and I do list witchcraft and related activities and items often too.
I wanna do Devotional art again. Card readings regularly. Spellwork. Living mindfully and intentionally. Not only do I want to do those things, I am in the process of doing them, and doing them successfully. I'm easing back into my practice, and I'm refreshing and reinventing myself while doing so.
I'm coming home to myself, and my practice.
Beware, the eastern wicked witch is back.
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praying for you. currently in a sober living and rehab doing the same thing. blessed be. :heart:
Praying for you as well, may we both recover. Blessed be :sparkling_heart:
Sending love and light your way <3 stay safe
I appreciate the kind blessings :sparkling_heart: Im trying too, its a process
I don’t know you but this post makes me happy and proud of you. Blessed be and stay safe :heart:
Your and kindness means alot, I appreciate it. I'll try, blessed be :sparkling_heart:
:sunflower: Celebrate even the small accomplishments! So proud of you! You got this :purple_heart:
absolutely, one day at a time is a small victory. I appreciate your kindness :two_hearts:
i'm so proud of you! i hope you can overcome your addiction. i believe in you!
Thank you, I appreciate you. I genuinely hope so too. :sweat_smile: