Middle emotion. [trigger warning]

It was far from simply crying,

And so I screamed.

You said you’d stay the other day,

And today you leave.

They tell me to take a deep breath,

And still, I heave.

I threw my phone against the mirror,

And the only thing that broke was me…

Sadness was too little.

Suicide was too much.

Emotional limbo dragging,

Till my mind reaches the middle.