(WARNING!! :warning: :warning: SENSITIVE TOPIC!!! ANXIETY/DEPRESSION!!)
No need to be alarmed, it's not self harm
Sure I need help, but where from?
I put on a fake smile and try to be happy, hoping to get rid of this horrible feeling, like your nothing
Nothing good enough, I'm not good enough
Everything was fine, except for me
I've been messed up since the day I was born
Broken mom, broken home
Dad hasn't been the same since then
My childhood was lonely, now I'm clingy
Sticking to people too tightly, hoping everything will be alright
Then I get hurt and cry through the night
It hurts even more when you can't stop the thoughts
The constant reminder that you're worthless, stupid, not good enough
Life's wack
I'm wack
"I wish to get better. "
"Nah! " Says life back.
I hate myself and I can't tell anyone
I'm a waste of space
My friends won't understand and I love them too much to ask for help
I'm drowning
Drowning in my own life
I'm a burden whos only hope in life is to have one
Anxiety fills me each day, hoping for it to go away is pointless
Thank you for listening, before I let go
But before I let go, I want to live
I'll live life in this drowning mess and keep smiling
My friends and family are more important
Be happy for them
I'm happy
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