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Sometimes I swear my dad hates me. I'm the "problem child" the fuck up in the family. I'm the only one that can do wrong. But you know what's fucked up? I get shot for EVERYONES fuck ups.
My mom leaves seasoning on the stove and it gets melted. Must be me.
My brother fails his permit test 5 times. Totally my fault. What the fuck.
My mom asks me to wake her up in the morning so she doesn't sleep all day. I get bitched at. Its fucking 11am. 1130am. Who needs to sleep past that? Past noon? Not her. Not me. If she wanted to go back to sleep literally she will. She sleeps through everything and she sleeps as long as she will unless you wake her up. You go in to wake her up and she will go right back to sleep if she doesn't want to get up yet. Its not that deep.
I'm choosing to take a class in the summer so I don't have a ton of classes in the fall. I must be dumb.
I'm in fucking college. This isn't high school or middle school where you fail and take classes in the summer to . This is life and adulting and choices. Grow the fuck up. He's literally just jealous of me. Im in college doing something for myself and he never did that. I have a job I've kept for 3 years he can't do that. My mom can't do that. My brother can't do that. I'm in therapy. I'm doing shit for myself I'm responsible I save my money I don't waste it. They can't do that.
I can't wait to move the fuck out and not look back. One or two more years when I graduate college and get a better job and I'm out of this hell hole and away from this negativity.
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