Trigger warning ; calories, ed mentions
I'm having the worst binge of my
life right now and I'm freaking the
fuck out, I'm not even done and I've
already eaten over 2600 calories,
all in salty shit from McDonald's so
I'm going to retain water weight too.
No matter how hard I try I'm not
going to burn this all off.
I gained 7lbs from my last binge I'm
scared of how much I'm going to gain
from this one, probably more since I've
never binged this bad before. I feel like
I'm going to throw up, it hurts to move,
especially since I just did a fast... going
from an empty stomach to bursting at
the seams isn't fun.
I over exercised yesterday and the day
before so I'm sore all over too. I feel like
shit knowing that this soreness isn't worth
anything now. FML. Probably gonna go on
a water fast after this so if I'm slow to reply
or act stupid, that's why. I struggle to
concentrate when I'm fasting, it's annoying.
Anyways, I'm going to go exercise until my
body feels like it's on fire :D
Comments (1)
For a week, I ate a lot, and I mean literally a lot of brownies to the point it triggered my tonsillitis. Sometimes, I just forget I have that illness because I formed a habit of stress eating probably as a defense mechanism to everything that life has been throwing at my way.
I told myself I'll start to exercise, although my weight isn't that bad, I still feel a bit of shame whenever my siblings teases me about it. I will probably start once school is finished, and I hope I'll actually do it.
So I feel you there! Good luck to us both in hoping to achieve this!