MASSIVE SH TW. IM WORKING ON GETTING HELP I JUST NEED TO GO AT MY OWN PACE.
My habit has only gotten worse. The max i can go without doing it again is 1-2 days then i go back to my knife, sometimes i dont even think about it and i just do it but other times its just cause i want to feel something
I mostly do it on my legs but i got bored of that today after a while so i switched to my arm but it wasnt about how many i could do it was more about how deep i could go before flaking out, i thought watching them drip on my floor was satisfying but cleaning it up was annoying and the smell made me nauseous. I hate irony smells
I have the cuts wrapped right now and i washed them and my knife cause i dont want any infections cause im pretty sure two on my leg got infected at some point cause theyre still sore and a deep pink/purple yet i could be wrong.
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