< Part 1

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❝ I have lost who I was in the shadow of suffering but not forever. I will get myself back, no matter the cost. ❞

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-ˋˏ personality ˎˊ-

:cloud: // present personality

How Belkis acts and how he appears greatly depends on how deep of a connection someone has with him. On the surface he is cold and callous. The unapproachable type Belkis does not wear his heart on his sleeve anymore and seems rather broken by the state of affairs. Still regardless of that he is stubborn to a fault. Refusing to move unless he personally chooses that it is the correct thing to do. This is so much true that many have to convince him of the action being the proper one before he will take any step to complete it. Aggressive, Belkis is one that will snap at anyone or anything should it bother him. It is often a reason no one bothers to get close to him. He uses his appearance to his own benefit and shows a personality that matches it. But that’s not him. That’s his act and the result of damage of the past causing his trust in strangers to falter.

Underneath the guarded shield that makes up Belkis is the real alien. Where traits of his ‘cover image’ are not completely vanished, more noticeable traits are revealed. More receptive to information Belkis appears moderately more patient like this, however, he is still stubborn and quick to get enraged. Sharp and callous still Belkis is unafraid to put aside even his own wellbeing to get what deems as the end goal. Yet caring. Those who he has deemed close enough to him or someone he sworn loyalty to he will equally go to the ends of the world for. He isn’t afraid to put himself in harm’s way for either his own goals or those he aligns himself with. Much in line this also means he isn’t afraid to speak back to them if what they are doing is something he doesn’t believe in. It’s in those moments glimpses of the old him shine through and why he is even willing to trust others with this part of him. It’s in the people that he treasures that he can finally feel like himself again.

:cloud: // historical personality

Historically he was different, but not so different that it is unrecognizable. Rather than being aggressive and stubborn he was more calm and patient. Still stern to his own beliefs Belkis was more the type to take the time to listen and debate with others. Where now he moves on his own actions prior times would show how much time he took to pay heed to what the people around him needed or wanted. For Belkis, serving and helping others was everything that mattered. Nothing, not even his own wants, came first to him because that was simply what he was told / taught to believe in. Never showing any signs of rage, Belkis was a calm collected moonlight. Ensuring others matched the tempo he was a voice of reason. Still gentle and caring he wore his heart on his sleeve and didn’t bother hiding behind a mask of defenses. That all has changed of course, but one day still Belkis wishes to return to him and gradually time has started to show these traits again.

:cloud: // myers briggs

— INFJ-T (ENFJ-A)

Commonly known as the Advocate, INFJs (Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, Judging) are people with a dream, and drive, to make society as a whole a better place. It is not enough to wish something was better. In the eyes of the Advocate action must be taken to reach one’s dreams. Regarded as altruistic, INFJs are true to their name and focus their life in the assisting of others and overall improvement of the world with little acknowledgement to their own health or needs. Principled beings, unlike the vast majority of society they stand up for their own beliefs and ideas until the end of their days. Relying on themselves more than what is considered ‘proper’ oftentimes their goals may not align with what is presently done but will be for the benefit of others. Where others stand still, Advocates move. However, with such a strong moral com they are outliers. Many cannot understand them or their willingness to go any length for their goals. A lonely life. Moreso than that these feelings lead to a reserved, hard to approach nature that doesn’t always mirror exactly how much they move for others. They move so much they frequently are left to retreat away from everything simply to regain energy, otherwise their health gets thrown in the mud.

Historically Belkis was the Protagonist, otherwise known as ENFJ (Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, Judging). The core difference of these personalities is where the Advocate will do what is morally correct to them, often alone, Protagonists will lead others to what is best for everyone within the means of ‘proper’ according to society. Less within their own mind, Protagonists read and understand others to know what society as a whole wants and then lead into that direction. Not overall that different, the change is used to symbolize how Belkis moved from focusing on the entire System as a whole to what he personally believes is correct for everyone.

:cloud: // enneagram alignment

— 8v4 (1v3)

Primary type eight and secondary type five makes Belkis known as both “The Challenger” and “The Individualist”. Starting with the primary type 8’s are the ones who will face the world with a high will, motivation, desire, and goal of independence. Their basic fear roots in exactly the opposite of that, being controlled or harmed by others. They want to control their own life, not letting someone else hold it. As a result they are often known as loners. With very little people to connect to simply out of fear of being hurt or betrayed. It doesn’t mean they do not have connections, it just means they are not quick to give it. Beyond that they are quick to disregard their own health simply because they can take it. Their will is strong, stronger than most and yet they’re more vulnerable than any will known. After all, their fear is a result of what happens with others get into their ring of importance and the damage that comes from the inevitable betrayal. Continuing into the second type 4’s are the ones who are focused on specific emotions and memories in order to cultivate their own secure sense of identity. Their basic fear roots in exactly the opposite of that, losing themselves or at least what they know themself as. They know they are different from others, and do not bother to hide it, but in all the confrontation of that they lose who they could be. Often the type to live in the memories and pain of who they were they stop growing into who they can be. This often results in no one actively seeing who they really are. Yet they want to be. They want to dig into all their flaws and improve in a way that someone, anyone, can finally understand them. But they are afraid to let go of what they know in order to seek this out. After all their fear is a result of what happens when you forget your past suffering and in the end repeat it.

Historically Belkis had vastly different fears. Unlike the others where most parts of the personality did not change, Belkis’ fears resulted in him being a primary type 1, “The Informer”, and secondary type 3, “The Achiever”. While these seem vastly different, that’s not the case. As those in type one when heading down a negative route will begin to show signs and trails close to those of type 4. The reason for this is type 1’s basic fears are found in becoming the villain, being swallowed by their emotions and darker traits to become something they are not. Essentially losing themselves. However on the other end, if fostered correctly type 1’s are known as the heroes of the story. On the other hand the type 3’s basic fear is one that is rooting in having absolutely no value, becoming worthless. They wish to have value and be someone people want around them and achieve something great for themselves. The change here symbolized the natural course of events of him fearing not becoming the villain but losing himself, and fighting back to regain his life and thus achieving something of purpose.

:cloud: // positive traits

— Loyal

Belkis is loyal to a fault. Even when the world has turned against those who he has sworn himself to he never will unless an extreme act (such as betrayal) is inflicted on him. To this day Belkis has only turned against a single entity. For him his oath is law, it is what makes him him. Without his dedication and loyalty he feels as if he will truly stop being who he is. It also doesn’t matter what the person is doing, be it good or evil, he will stand by their side and protect them to the end of their days. His honor is his loyalty. His loyalty is his life.

— Persistent

Falling down the line, as expected, Belkis is not a person who stops or gives up halfway. Persistent he will continue to move forward and press on despite all obstacles placed before him. It doesn’t matter if it is the entire System against him, for him it is merely something that needs to be overcome. This persistence carries over to all things, be it is dedication to a person, his loyalty, his own moral com. Moving him away from something he has decided to do is not easily done.

— Assertive

Finally rounding off his positive traits is how assertive he is. Belkis is not afraid to state his mind, nor is he afraid to make it clear exactly what is correct or proper in circumstances. This assertiveness can come off as aggressive at times but that doesn’t stop anything from happening. Where before he was the type of person to let someone marginally walk over him now he understands the importance of standing up for himself. That includes opinions and ideals. Thus this has become one of his strongest traits and as in important note he will stand up to those he is loyal to.

:cloud: // neutral traits

— Asocial

Asocial is not antisocial and is properly defined as, “avoiding social interaction; inconsiderate of or hostile to others” ( credits: google doc dictionary ). What this means is that Belkis is one who does what he can to avoid social interactions and when he is forced into one he often appears hostile. While seeming like a negative trait, having the ability to be alone and function fine is an important ability to have. There isn’t always a need to be around people and this trait Belkis uses to his advantage most of the time. Also he is able to put aside his asocial tendencies when needed. This trait directly became established due to his lack of trust in people.

— Enigmatic

Defined as, “difficult to interpret or understand; mysterious” ( credits: google doc dictionary ) Belklis shows enigmatic tendencies from the very first meeting. He doesn’t go through lengths to explain himself or why he does what he does. Showing as closed off it’s no wonder that his existence is one that is a mystery to those who do not bother to take the time to get to know him. This plays to his advantage though because it makes him a person that most people do not know how to handle or work with. A level of mystery is important to have when everyone is naturally watching you for possible weaknesses.

— Cynical

Being around the people he is now it isn’t a surprise that cynical is on this list. He sees the words of people everyday, especially in regards to being motivated by their own self interest. Naturally this came to develop as one of his more prominent traits. To Belkis a hoiman isn’t acting unless they need something from the situation, be it self assurance or an actual material item. There is always something. This, however, also means that it is often not easy to end up in a situation where he owes someone something unless he himself puts himself there with a purpose.

:cloud: // negative traits

— Aggressive

Rounding off the beginning of his negative traits is the newest one compared to the others. Having gone through a lot, Belkis is far more aggressive than he was before. This is not just in of speaking or thoughts but also actions. He will be the first to throw a punch at someone and the first to cut someone off mid sentence if it means having his thoughts known. Belkis doesn’t see the value in listening to people anymore because everything they say tends to be full of lies motivated by self interest. This trait directly helps show him as cruel.   

— Evasive

Opening up to people never resulted in anything good and thus Belkis has taken to being evasive of people whenever possible. There is no point in explaining anything if it doesn’t do anything to alter the actions of another person. Even if a person is trying to help Belkis, he will simply shut them down because it doesn’t matter to them. This has resulted in many of Belkis’ close coworkers never talking or even seeing him much unless there is a task to be done. Often getting in the way of forging any relationships this trait is a direct block in positive development.

— Callous

Properly defined as, “showing or having an insensitive and cruel disregard for others,” ( credits: google doc dictionary ) Belkis developed this trait shortly after what happened to him. Developing a horrible habit of dismissing other people’s suffering has become a horrible coping mechanism. After all no one, at least to Belkis, will ever have it worse than him and even if they did they will be able to escape it long before Belkis ever could simply because he cannot. Thankfully this is one negative trait that can be stifled at times simply because of who he used to be before. As time goes on this trait is the first one to dip, although it now will never fully go away. He simply learns to show sympathy again.

:cloud: // likes

— Protecting / Helping Others

Belkis came into existence for the soul purpose of help, ing, and healing others. Thus it should come as no surprise this is one of the many things he takes much joy in. Every single time he helps someone it is a reminder of what he is capable of and who he was and can be against. Specifically Belkis often now focuses on one person at a time but when the time calls and someone desperately needs the help if Belkis often is the first to step up. This catches many people be surprise and he would never it how happy it makes him but it does.

— Night time

Another seemingly obvious one given his title as The Moon King, Belkis loves the night. Not requiring sleep in order to survive he will often forgo the sleep in order to observe the moon and the stars. At night he feels his calmest and most at him. As if he himself is the moon there is a much higher chance of finding Moon King Belkis than Vice Commander Belkis at night under the light of a full moon. He cherishes the night and loves it every single time he can go outside to see it. This also makes winter his favorite season as the nights are longer.   

— Freedom

Never truly having the ability to do what he wanted before because of all the responsibility he has led Belkis to love and cherish the freedom he now possesses. While he doesn’t define it as something he needs to have there is no doubt in his mind he enjoys having it. A relief. The lack of expectations placed on a free person is outstanding and allows him to know that the choices he is making are indeed his own and not anyone else’s. This isn’t to say he doesn’t like having responsibility, he does, it’s just that now he has learned how important having such a thing like freedom is.

:cloud: // dislikes

— Bandages

More than anything else in the entire System, Belkis hates bandages. To this day he never openly enjoys accepting bandages or having to use them on another. He never needed them before. Every single time he is forced to look, use, or rely on bandages he is reminded of the failure he is and what he can no longer do. It digs up such painful memories that he would rather let the wounds heal over time with nothing on them than actually use them. Yet he uses them, simply because of the others who concern themselves over him. Still if he had the option, he wouldn’t even be in the same room as one. To this day words haunt him: “Bandages, get me bandages now!”   

— Felines

Belkis never really enjoyed felines of any kind before but now that dislike is arguably a hate. Cats are not something he hates because of their nature but rather the memories they dig up. Like everything else on this list he is reminded of the very things he does not want to every single time a cat es by him. Specifically wild cats, Belkis will avoid going to places where he might run into them. Seeing house cats gives him no joy and frankly he is glad that the people he is around don’t have cats of their own.

— Ice

Ice is the final dislike on this list. Rounding off the things that bring up the most darker memories every single time Belkis looks at ice he has a disgusting feeling trail up his spine. As if his entire body itself hates ice and chooses to have an allergic reaction like feeling instead of letting him be near it naturally. It also brings out his anger more quickly than other things. This feeling only grows when it is the ice that comes from the one person he hates: Solarius. Winter may be his favorite season but he will still loathe the ice when it comes.

:cloud: // strengths

— Strong Willed

The biggest strength Belkis has developed over the years is an unbreakable will. Even when facing the worst of the worst in of his memories the only thing it proves to do is make his will even stronger. Nothing anymore seems to break him, and he views it as the simple fact the worst has already happened to him. It cannot get much worse and as a result nothing really seems that bad of an issue. Having the confidence to go with it his strong will is even known to help motivate and comfort those around him that may need it. The situation may be dire but it will not phase him. Not in the slightest.   

— Independent

Where this strength may come simply because he doesn’t need the help of others in order to survive, it doesn’t make it any less important to have. He doesn’t need others to help him survive, he wants to have others around him in order to feel complete. More often than not when a situation requires handling, Belkis will be able to do it perfectly solo. Helping to reduce possible casualties it also means he can be trusted to get the entire situation resolved without much problems. Trust and comfort. That’s what his independence gives to both himself and everyone around him.

— Decisive

When Belkis makes a choice he will make it. There is rarely ever indecisiveness in his choices anymore. He has personally seen the results when someone cannot make up their mind and has sworn to be nothing like that. This strength doesn’t come as much as a surprise knowing how steadfast and assertive he is. Even if the decision is something that another person doesn’t approve of he doesn’t really care and will stand by it. It makes him a person that is very hard to manipulate on an emotional level as a result which is really important given his line of work.

:cloud: // weaknesses

— Stubborn

However with such decisiveness and assertiveness there comes a time where it becomes too much and stubbornness takes hold. Belkis is extremely stubborn and almost never will change his mind once something has been decided. This has gotten him in a lot more trouble than one would expect of someone like him. It also resulted in others no longer wanting to get his help because upon a disagreement he isn’t going to yield his point very often. This trait also is one that directly links to him normally doing something alone. Teamwork involves not being stubborn and letting others affect him and he just cannot do that anymore.  

— Apathetic

After everything that has happened it is only natural that Belkis has become dismissive and apathetic to the suffering of others. While this trait does not show up in everything he does it will most often get in the way and push others further into a darker spot. After all who fairs well when someone pushes aside the worries and problems because it just will never be worse than another? No one truly. Where Belkis used to be someone that people could always count on to be a shoulder of he cannot do that much anymore. It doesn’t mean it is impossible, it just means that it is rarer than normal.

— Vengeful

While Belkis isn’t normally the one to let his emotions get the best of him Belkis has become a very vengeful type of person over the years. He is loyal and thus when someone wrongs him it is a big deal. You do not betray or wrong someone like Belkis and not expect to receive the brute force of his rage afterwards. This vengeance is such a bad trait that he will disregard everything else for the sake of it. The best example is ignoring how going after someone could doom the entire System simply because they needed punishment for what they did to Belkis.

:cloud: // habits

— Wallflowering

Sticking to the background of any social gathering or meeting has always been a common thing for Belkis. He likes to reside in the shadows and the background of events; as such the habit of being a wallflower has never truly left him. Letting those who he is helping do the topics second nature to him. Not to mention he naturally tries to avoid social interactions, it makes sense then that the primary habit he holds is being a wallfower. Nowadays because he has an appearance that is hard to approach he is often left to himself but before this habit did not stop others from coming to him.   

— Head Tilting

Whenever someone tries to talk to Belkis the first visual sign they will see is a tilt of the head. While normally serving as a way to question the speaker this trait was more or less established as a means to show that he is paying attention. Belkis is the type of person who frequently appears like he isn’t actually comprehending what is being said and thus he developed the habit as a way to say, ‘yes I am in fact listening’. The tilt is never something overly extreme unlike many others thankfully. Funnily enough he was not even away; this was a habit of his until it was pointed out far later in his life by Camella.

— Crossing Arms

The other visual habit that is easily noticeable on Belkis is how whenever anyone is talking he is quick to cross his arms over his chest. Psychologically this is used to reveal a closed off person not interested in what the other person is saying and that couldn’t be more true for Belkis. Given his stubborn and decisive nature when someone is talking to him there is a chance he has already made up his mind and is not interested in hearing anything else. There is only a few exceptions to this and when talking to those people it is one of the times this habit dies as opposed to the former which never truly goes away no matter what.

:cloud: // pet peeves

— Fidgeting

Being a creature with a firm resolve and resoluteness is one of the things he cannot stand those who fidget whenever put into a situation they are uncomfortable with. While he is fine with fidgeting in a need to be doing something (as he is one who frequently used to do the very same thing), particularly when it comes to a conversation when someone fidgets as a means to ease anxiety he hates it. Be confident in your words or simply don’t say them.

— Disrespecting Boundaries

Belkis is a person who has always has respect for others boundaries and limitations when it comes to social interaction. As a result of this anyone who doesn’t hold the same mutual respect often gets on the alien’s nerves. In particular personal space and questioning are the two points of boundaries that Belkis feels the most strongly on because he is not one to invade on either of those unless otherwise demanded of him by an outside source.

— Small Talk

Being an introverted being, small talk is one of the banes of Belkis’ existence. Even a simple set of greetings is often glossed over by him because to him that classifies as small talk. More often than not a person doesn’t actually care how the other party is doing or who they are, just after something that they need or want. Thus unless it is a person Belkis is close to he, and those who know him, skip all of it jumping straight to the information that matters.

:cloud: // hobbies

— Moon Gazing

Being a being that is one with the moon watching the moon in the night sky has become more than just a hobby in some aspects for Belkis. Almost an insult to the action, Belkis will make it a point to view the moon every single night he is able. Even when the moon isn’t visible he can be found looking in its general direction. To him it’s a time to reminiscence and take reminders of where he started to where he’s gotten. For him the moon, despite being on entirely different planets, never truly changes. The moon will always be the moon, no matter what shape, location, or appearance it has.

— Talking with the Dead

Being a Zinvx, which is a species that thrives off their connection to the dead, it should be no surprise that Belkis himself has made a habit of talking to the ghosts of the dead. For him it comes down to a simple truth: no one is left to listen to them so it is his responsibility to be the person there for them. Being dead is a lonely affair, he knows this, and thus despite everything that has happened to him, he will go out of his way to speak to the recently departed. Comforting them in a way very reminiscent of the Moon King he used to be.

— Guarding

From the moment he was born his life was the guard of another being. Now even that he has moved on into a different line of work he still takes great pride and joy from protecting another. It isn’t an obligation anymore. Belkis is well aware of this but still he chooses life since he simply enjoys it. Such enjoyment from a task could only be described as a hobby or a pleasant experience. Even through all the struggles that come with it, he wouldn’t change it for the life of him.

:cloud: // fears

— Losing Himself

Having experience what happens when he loses his very soul, his being, for fifteen whole minutes Belkis has come to greatly fear that coming to again. The agony and pure misery still lays etched into the deepest parts of him. Moreso than the pain is the creature he would be if he wasn’t him. One surviving off pure instincts to simply just do what he was created to do. He doesn’t want that. Thus he lives his entire existence now attempting to avoid that from ever happening again. What that was wasn’t him, it was something wearing his body as a mask. A monster. That was the real monster and that’s why he has sworn to never let himself get lost again.

— Betrayal

Betrayal from the ones you trust the most is one of the more disgustingly painful feelings out there. It is one Belkis has experience and much like the former mentioned above one he doesn’t want to experience again. In order to run from his fear Belkis has closed himself off completely. No one can betray him if no one gets close to him. Even as times have changed and he allowed people to get close to him it hasn’t stopped him from fearing the day that they turn against him for their own benefit.  

— Failure

Having been ingrained in him by those who created him, Belkis knows that failure is not an option. He cannot afford to fail. Failing means possible death for a lot of people. As such Belkis will do everything possible to avoid the action of failing. Regardless of the means as long as he doesn’t mess up it does not matter to him. This is one of the fears which has always existed in him and now since he has learned what happens when he messes up it has only grown. Despite knowing it’s not his fault, Belkis has been taught that it is his fault.

:cloud: // goals

— Punishing Solarius

First and most important goal in his entire existence is to punish Solarius, The Sun King, for what he has done and continues to deny. Belkis, his equal, is the only one who can after all. Nor is there an easy way to forgive the alien for the actions he conducted that caused Belkis and all those of his half of species to suffer the way they did. No amount of time can change that. No amount of time can repair the damage done to a point where it is acceptable. As such, since killing an immortal isn’t possible the most he can do is seek to punish Solarius in the most painful way possible. Yet to quote Belkis himself, “even then he will never suffer as much as we did because of him”.

— Helping Camella

His second goal since awakening has always been to aid the woman who gave him his life again, Camella Destiny. Originally he solely focused on making sure that she was alive and that everything she wanted came to try, now it has evolved to a mutual partnership. He protects and helps her, and she helps him in any way that she can. Even as of late, when news of his species crying out for his assistance came to light he placed her needs before his own (despite how much she personally hated that). There is no way to repay the debt of life, at least Belkis thinks so. As a result no matter how much time changes he will always seek to help her or work with her whenever possible.

— Saving the Zivnx

After of his species multiple times reached out for his help, and by the pesting of Camella to think for himself, Belkis has given himself a new goal: saving his species from their own suffering. Due to events discussed below a civil war broke out. Such chaos could cause the collapse of everything but that doesn’t matter to Belkis anymore. No matter how much he cares about Balance what matters to him is that his people are not suffering again. They have suffered enough. So in order to help them he will do whatever he has to, even if that means taking the throne he was never born to have in the first place.

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❝ Death is a painful affair, even I know that. Rather than let them bear it solo, we should become the friend they need. That way they do not suffer alone. ❞

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:cloud: // routine

Belkis doesn’t normally have a set routine he follows given everything he does. At most there are a few things that he will make sure to get done at some point rather than a direct schedule. First he will always find time to check in with Camella Destiny at some point in the day to ensure her safety and if she needs anything from him. When tasks take longer than a day he will still do what he can to make sure to see her. Second he will always ensure to speak to the recently dead at some point. Where he won’t hunt them out as much as he would Camella he still does his best to keep this task. Finally and most importantly he will observe the moon. Regardless of the setting or situation he will make it because it is part of his day that he gets to be himself and the important things. More recently he ensures to take medicine given to him by Camella once a week. Besides that there is no stability to his routine.

:cloud: // diet

— Omnivorous (N/A)

He isn’t a picky eater and more than willing to eat anything that is given to him thus making his diet an omnivorous one. This is in spite of the fact his true form is a rabbit, which would normally imply a herbivore diet. However, because of the exact nature of his species he isn’t technically a rabbit, just appearing as one so he isn’t held to such restrictions. To top it off there is no need for him to consume food due to being immortal and only gaining more energy when he does rather than sustaining his life. This causes the N/A to be listed in parentheses. Holding a diet for energy and to have formal etiquette at meetings makes him eat nowhere near as often as one would expect. As a final note, his favorite food is Mochi, which matches the tales of the moon rabbit legend who would make mochi on the moon.

:cloud: // current residence

— Unknown Mansion, SEA Central Command

Having moved into the limelight of Lorean’s government both Belkis and Camella relocated into their new home. The exact location of their mansion is unknown, both for their own safety and because such is the nature that both parties like to keep. To most they don’t even live anywhere else except the Central Command of the agency they run: the Superhero Equality Agence, SEA. This is because neither of them appear to ever be out of the building for a long enough time to consider them having a home. The truth is the opposite. They do have one and using one of Belkis’ abilities are able to access it through specific doors on the top floor of SEA. Their mansion is relatively empty however, mostly containing laboratory equipment, sleeping chambers, and several rooms full of all the information one could imagine. From people, to events, to aliens, to science and more. Getting to this home and/or finding it is nigh impossible with Belkis’ help and given he doesn’t go home that much will remain rather secure for a long time.

:cloud: // education

— Technically None

By all Belkis has received absolutely zero education and has zero intention of ever receiving any. He doesn’t need it because everything he ever needed he was born with and otherwise he has learned countless things from all the aliens he spoke to. There is zero point to pursue a hoiman education when he is both not a hoiman but also has no intentions of spending his life working like one. His job doesn’t need education and the education is flawed anyways.

:cloud: // occupation

— Vice Commander of the Superhero Equality Agency

— Leader of the Alien Control Team

— Spiritual Leader of the Zivnx Rebellion

Presently Belkis holds the rank of Vice Commander within the newly established governmental body known as the Superhero Equality Agency (SEA). Being the second highest rank within this government and one of the two founding , a lot of Belkis’ job falls in the category of protection. Knowing his strong suit is not paperwork or management, Belkis has simply been tasked with a similar job he had before: protecting the Commander at all costs, advising the Commander when required, and ensuring all of SEA follow all of the rules established. This essentially makes him a guardian, an advisor, and the enforcement all in one. Something Belkis has been great at since his birth.

The new responsibility that came with this position is becoming the leader of a specialized task force within SEA known as the Alien Control Team (ACT). Where SEA is made of 99% pure hoimans with no superpowers, ACT is the only branch of the Agency which contains non-hoiman . Each one of the now 12 are hand picked by both Belkis and Camella in order to help maintain control and restore order whenever SEA and the Council of Heroes are unable to. Unless called upon by Belkis or his Vice Unit Leader, the team itself does not act and maintains their normal positions and training. of this unit are currently unknown to the vast majority of the public as they have not been utilized yet.

By no choice of his own Belkis has also become the ‘leader’ of the Zivnx Rebellion taking place back in his home world. That half of the species wish to give the throne to the rightful leader, Belkis, and overthrow the tyrant that lied and caused the entire species to suffer, Solarius. Belkis himself has no direct control over what they are doing given he is very far away from them but is consistently asked by some to take control of the situation.

:cloud: // previous occupation

— Underground City Guardian

Before working for the government Belkis did essentially the same job within the Underground City. The core difference was Belkis had more freedom to enforce the rules of the Underground City in whatever way he felt appropriate. Given the nature of that part of the city much of the time the punishment was exilement or death for violating the rules and threatening the safety of those who called that place home. Along those lines requests from the leader of the city were often far more important on his tasks to do than anything else now. Those on that side of the city found comfort in him simply because of how good Belkis was at this job and wished for him to come back (as the city is nothing like it was), however, he would never go back. The past is the past.

— Eternal Guard of The Sun King

Long before Lorean ever existed Belkis was the Eternal Guard, or knight, of Solarius. Treated like a second King or advisor, Belkis was far less of a knight than expected. The king was immortal after all. He didn’t need that much protection. Extremely good at this job many of the Zivnx attribute the success of the entire race mostly in part to the advice and leadership of Belkis (more than the real king Solarius). Along these lines he was also the head of their military and offensive powers as expected of his position. As time went by Solarius took much less consideration into what Belkis said resulting in a strain in the relationship and Belkis falling more into a knight role. He does not wish to ever return to this position as Camella respects him far more than Solarius ever did but unlike the other previous occupation could be convinced should his species truly need him to lead them again.

:cloud: // transportation

— Walking

Belkis’ primary source of transportation is his own two (sometimes four) legs. Majority of transportation results in a severely restricted movement as a result of condensed space. If there is one thing Belkis always ensures to do is give himself enough space in order to act as needed for protection or offense. He also naturally has no need to rush, time is irrelevant to him. Even when conducting tasks for SEA he will do everything to not get within a vehicle. The only expectation to this is when Camella requests this of him. Then he will surrender his desires in order to follow her wishes.

— Void Transit

Extremely rough translation to Void Transit from Zivxnal, this specialized form of movement is unique to the Zivnx species, although many do not utilize it as much as Belkis does. Due to balancing what is present with what is absent in the entire universe (system) Belkis, like the rest of his species, are constantly existing in a state where they are both present and absent in order to not disrupt the flow. As a result of this fragmented lifestyle they are able to walk in areas that normally would not be transverisble by others. In particular, by cutting the air with one of his claws Belkis can create a hole in present space to see and enter the absent space, otherwise known as the void. From there he can walk to an entirely different part of earth or even another planet. Then when he reaches his destination he simply needs to cut another hole into the air to return back to the present space. Since the void is completely empty of everything Belkis is able to quickly move long distances much like how a crow can by everything on the ground except unlike a crow no one can stop him unless they too are able to walk within this space as otherwise it is as if Belkis never existed in the first place. As this shows as empty space Belkis, as well as all Zivnx, use their deep connection with the universe to be able to pinpoint where they are but without experience can frequently be off. Belkis does it so much he is regarded as an expert in this regard. It is also important to note that others are only able to travel with him if he expends a good amount of energy to maintain their existence AND they are in with him. Anyone who s him will have rather nasty side effects until their body gets used to it or if he fails to balance things properly. Having done this for quite some time Belkis has gotten rather proficient at it but due to the extreme risks will only do it if absolutely necessary. The void space can play horrible tricks on those not of the Zivnx.

:cloud: // financial situation

— Poor (Rich)

Belkis himself is poor, possessing little to zero money because hoiman currency means nothing to him as an alien. However, those he associates with are rich hence why it is in parenthesis. Financials do not matter to Belkis, much like his diet does not. There is no benefit or gain simply because he has all that he needs or wants. Even back home on his home planet there weren’t such things as financial brackets because current wasn’t a thing that matters. Ultimately this is a mute point for Belkis and will not be discussed further.

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:cloud: // physical health

— Poor (Fair)

– Congenital Analgesia

Otherwise known as Cognitive Insensitive to Pain, or CIP / CIPA, Congenital Analgesia is a disorder characterized by the inability of a being to and feel physical pain. These individuals have a faint ability to detect the differences between different textiles and temperatures but not the actual pain inflicted. For example, they would be able to tell that a knife is sharp but be unable to the pain of said knife cutting their skin. Another example would be their ability to notice the stove top is hot but the burn resulting from touch would go completely unfelt. While this condition is extremely rare, about 1 to 300 cases at most within the United States ( credit: The NIH ), the resulting risks from it are able to be clearly defined. Since these individuals cannot comprehend the damage being done to their bodies many are often carrying multiple injuries at a time as well and can be assumed to hold a higher risk of death due to unknown injuries or underplaying injuries. Little cases also result in little treatment options or medicines. For hoimans, this disorder is labeled as a genetic disorder and is often fatal not because of the disorder but the result of subsequent wounds.

For all hoiman cases this disorder affects individuals from birth to death, however, as Belkis is an alien he does not follow what is standard for hoimans. Prior to the pivotal event in Belkis’ life known as the catastrophe which ultimately altered his entire existence in a way unlike ever before he did not have this condition. He was able to feel and pain normally. Currently he presents all the symptoms of CIP without being diagnosed because technically by hoiman he cannot have it. Unfortunately, he does and has long since forgotten what it is like to feel physical pain except for two long standing scars connected to the catastrophe. Due to this condition, Belkis is frequently suffering from injuries that he does not recognize exist as they are out of his sight. If he was not immortal and able to gradually heal from wounds, Belkis would have long since died. This immortality is the reason his health is also listed as fair. He claims he does not think of it much now, unlike before, due to there being some advantages in his opinion since the greatest risk is of no risk to him. Others would argue otherwise as Belkis will still go to extremes to cover it up such as claiming the real reason he cannot feel pain is due to him constantly using his powers on himself. As a final and most important note: CIP is one of the direct causes of Belkis feeling like a monster.

:cloud: // mental health

— Exceptionally Bad

– Technically None

Ever since the catastrophe Belkis has suffered greatly in various aspects, none more so than his mental health. Technically, according to all known textbooks and hoiman research the alien does not suffer from any direct disorders or illness but instead presents a variety of different symptoms which do not align to any one diagnosis. Such examples are infrequent bouts of mania, short bouts of extreme depression, sporadic bursts of auditory hallucinations, and a few others. This paired with the fact Belkis does not sleep much, not that he technically has to to survive, gives him a rather low ability to handle some of the more extreme cases that happens upon his path. Those close to him often are able to recognize when he slips from a more stable setting to an unstable one but others most often will either always see him at some level of togetherness. The most common trait which displays is an unstable emotional pattern which is attributed greatly to his present company and circumstances. Around the right people he seems normal, content, and arguably happy, but in front of others he’s a fractured shell of the man he used to be.

The direct cause for his drastically flipping mindset is connected to the suffering of having his mind cease to exist for fifteen minutes, as with the rest of his half of his species. Upon ‘return’ it was unstable at best and left in a sort of nonexistent state. As a result he is left to be prone to multiple different issues when placed in a stressful situation or near the tail end of multiple days without sleep. Without a fully present mind logically the body struggles to comprehend what to do sometimes. Having come to with his own mental shape it has resulted in the symptoms being more under control since he is able to recognize the state he is in and act accordingly.

Thanks to the effort of Camella Destiny, Belkis has been able to find a more solid state of control in recent days. After taking a drug developed by her through research into his species and the stealing of someone’s genetic makeup, much of his symptoms are slowly coming under control. Already in a state of development the drug has done enough to let peeks of the Belkis before tragedy to slip through. A final version of the drug has recently been finished thanks to the donation of DNA from a human known as Elkerin, and now Belkis is well on his way to recovery. Unfortunately, if he is too far away from Camella for too long he will eventually revert back as she is the only one who can develop the drug presently.

:cloud: // allergies

— None

As expected Belkis does not possess any allergies. This is directly in part of his physical makeup and how he came into existence. There is presently no known way for him to develop an allergy as well.

:cloud: // addictions

— None

It is not out of the realm of possibility for the alien to get an addiction but currently there is nothing that holds his attachment enough to warrant it being labeled as addiction. This is because Belkis despite everything is an individual who is restrained enough and also does not experience many of the symptoms that makes a person addicted to something.

:cloud: // medications

— Illegal Experimental Drug

Mentioned prior, Belkis takes weekly an experimental drug developed by Camella Destiny in order to help bring stability to his mental state. Not yet named, the substance is made up of known chemicals to treat some symptoms, as well as the genetic make-up of a human and Belkis’ own DNA. By using the known chemicals the drug is directly able to help work against the symptoms which can be weakened. With the new addition of full human DNA, the lack of Belkis’ mental state not fully existence is able to be countered almost perfectly given it was humans that made him forever stuck in his current state to begin with. Finally, Belkis’s own DNA helps the body recognize the medicine as a part of him so it does not negate the effects as quickly and connects the brain to the body. All together the desired result of Belkis becoming more stable is achieved. There are a few other ingredients added but none of which are core to how the drug works. This drug is able to push off symptoms perpetually as long as they are taken once a week and in a consistent succession. It is injected via a syringe into the bloodstream.

This medicine has only recently entered its completed state. Presently it is uncertain if his old self will return or if he will ever be able to stop taking it. Camella is tracking the data currently in the hopes that finally Belkis can be cured and then perhaps all the Zivnx.

Part 3 >

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