𝑭𝒍𝒐𝒂𝒕❥

Why can't I see that I'm the one who needs change?

Everyone, I love finding a way to run away

Leaving me alone like, "Why are you not staying?"

I know that it's me, how I handle my pain

And I'm sorry for the hurt that

I caused you to never make you wanna come back

You told jokes that I never could have laughed at

I was dealing with the trauma, but you saw that

You tried to make change but I stayed in my place

So I'm sorry for my ways and the mistakes

I don't wanna stay the same, but it's too safe here

Everything I say to make you stay

Now you're gone, and I'm stuck here, so alonе

I love you, but I'm sorry that it couldn't show

We realizе all we have when we let it go

But it's too late now, we'll never know

All the time, I was sick of my mind

Think about how hard I just want some love in my life

Now I'm stuck in the state, wanna end my life

I'm just scared to say that, so I tell her I'm fine

Say I'm OK but I'm not, really miss you

All the pain is coming back, but I can't call you

You're the only one who ever made the problems go away

You're the only thing that ever really made me wanna stay

But I did it to myself so I don't deserve your help

I'm in love with all the pain, I don't know if you could tell

I'm all caught up in my mind, I keep telling you those lies

I wish I never did. Now you're outta my mind

Alone, I'm here today like I'll be inside my grave

Never make a change so nobody ever stays

Go and let me be, cause I know this is my fate

I finally had to float from mistakes that I've made

I just gotta float

Don't you try to catch me

Please just don't feel less of me

Cause my heart's broke

How'd this get so messy?

Why is life so depressing?

Act like a monster

Feel like an imposter

In my own life all the time, I wonder how I lost her

That's not my problem, I don't gotta solve 'em

I don't fucking got the time to climb up from the bottom...