"Amethyst, please come back.." :warning: SENSITIVE TOPICS :warning:

"You said you're ashamed of your body"

"You'd rather die, than show me."

"But I would love you in any"

"Form you'd take."

Pearl and Amethyst lay at the hill by the house, watching the sun go down, not talking, just thinking. It was a peaceful moment, until Pearl brought up conversation.

"Wow, this is still hard to beleive." She exclaimed.

"What do you mean?"

"I guess- its just- still kind of hard to beleive we've come this far, we'll never be done fighting, but..we've come far."

  Amethyst' facial expression changed, a thinking face, a deep thinking face.

"I guess so, I just..I dunno, I dont feel...complete."

Complete.

That word hit hard, in many ways. Pearl never knew what it meant to feel, 'complete'.

"Uh, what do..you mean by 'complete', Amethyst?"

"I know in the past I was basically a mistake. I hated myself, I hated that you pointed out every flaw I had. I still have flaws but, I have trouble embracing them, everyone has flaws."

  Amethyst never gotten this deep into conversation. It really made Pearl think.

"We never discuss our flaws anymore."

"I suppose we don't. We got so happy about this 'happily ever after' thing. We never talk about what were feeling, or how, anymore. I do think sometimes when I look at you, do you want to?"

Amethyst found room to speak after the tension got so thick.

"...sometimes. Although I try not to think about it too much."

"It's hard."

"It is."

"My love I hope you trust me"

"When I say"

"You have a perfect body.♡"

A brief moment of silence took place, but only for a moment.

"Amethyst! Pearl! What are you two doing watching the sun without me?"

They heard Steven's voice from the distance, a lot of things disappeared in that moment of silence.

"Oh, Steven! We we're just-- talking."

In that moment, what could only be assumed as a huge figure in the distance came. Big, long hair, a Quatrz soilder?

"Is that--"

"Jasper!?" Amethyst said baffled.

They still weren't sure if she was a threat or not, no one was sure who could walk up, or see what she wanted. Amethyst decided to take the first move.

"Uh, hi? What are you-- why are you here?"

"I came to take care of business, out of my way."

"Pfft! As if! You think I'm go--"

In an instant, Jasper pulled Amethyst up to her face, only to bash her into the ground with her helmet.

Everyone was in complete shock.

"Not good, not good not good!" exclaimed Steven.

"Wow, I thought after all these years she would have gotten any stronger. Once a runt, always a runt."

Garnet quickly came outside prepared for a fight, as Steven and Pearl pulled out their weapons. Without hesitation, a battle broke out.

There were two mission objectives; Keep Amethyst safe, and to see why Jasper was here. Pearl almost got a hand of her before being thrown to the ground. This was heavy, even for them.

"If you want her back so bad, you can have her. If you can beat me, which you can't." Taunted Jasper.

"LEAVE HER ALONE!" Garnet yelled in hesitation.

Before anything else could be said, Japser pick up Amethyst, and shattered her with her bare hands.

"Well my love, dont you worry"

"I'll make sure"

"They're really fucking sorry."

Everyone went completely silent.

Before anything else could occur, Japser left with the wind. Garnet and Steven immediately ran up to Amethyst' gem shards, but Pearl stood there. Completely silent, like a statue.

"I was trying to help her, make everything better, I didnt want this, this can't be happening." She thought.

Everyone went inside, including Pearl. She sat on the couch in disbelief, extreme disbelief. She didn't want to beleive it could be true. Soon a cry broke out of her, which then turned into a silent sob. She wanted to go comfort the others, but she couldn't keep herself together.  

  Many Crystal Gems had been shattered and corrupted, but some of them were able to be redeemed, helped, fixed. However Amethyst, was completely gone. She helped everyone when she was struggling herself, she was left alone for who knows how long until Rose found her, she did her best to live up to everyone's image, but she failed to reach their expectations.

  All Pearl did for the next few days was spend time in her room, she knew Amethyst didnt like when she cried in her room feeling sorry for herself, the same thing happened with Rose, but this time, she didnt have Amethyst to cheer her up.

"I'm sorry, I should have been easier on you, i was always too hard on you, i wish i could see you, one last time.."

  She sometimes said that over and over hoping that it would come true, but it never happened. One day, Pearl finally was stable enough to see Amethyst' bubble. It was hard, but she managed. She couldn't help but fall apart seeing her like that, not seeing her. The only thing she could mouth was,

"Amethyst, please come back.."

But she never came back, she was gone. Really gone. Pearl wished she could have done anything to stop this. She couldn't help but blame herself, she convinced herself there was something she could have done. But there wasn't.

  She knew there wasn't.

"Anything that is beautiful"

"People want to break."

"And you are beautiful"

"I'm afraid..."

☆Thanks for Reading!☆

Writing this was a good time for me, and I'm trying to stay more motivated in the Steven universe community, this is my official submission for the #2019NovemberWW !