Goodbye For Now

Hi everyone. I'm very sorry if I left some of you hanging by not responding to any messages but the truth is I've been in a psychiatric ward for the past 9 days due to extreme mental health complications, and did not have time to say goodbye before itting myself to the hospital. I don't feel like going into much detail but I have hit an all time low with my emotional and mental health in the past year, and honestly I haven't been the same since. I'm in a lot of pain and have been feeling suicidal for some time now, so I had to drop everything and seek help.

I was just discharged yesterday but unfortunately the experience was highly disappointing, and I did not receive any of the help I needed at the facility. I am looking into other options right now, including more in-patient care especially, so even though I am home for the moment, I'm still in a really dark place and therefore not ready to return to social media. So I am going to uninstall this app for a while, and probably my Instagram too. I don't know for how long. I just thought I would let you guys know.

I love you all so much, more than you can imagine. But I have to focus on taking care of myself, and lately social media has proven to be an aggravation for my depression, among other things, in more ways than one. I just can't handle it right now. I'm exhausted from life, and as horrible as it makes me feel to say this, I don't have the energy or motivation to talk to anybody, let alone maintain my with the way everything has been going. It's too overwhelming and I need to direct all my energy into getting better.

I will miss you all dearly. I hope I can return soon. But until then, I pray that you are doing well in your lives and feel as happy as you deserve. You're always in my thoughts.

Goodbye for now everybody. , "nothing lasts forever." This too shall .

I love you and God bless. :gift_heart: