It's officially the day after Christmas which means it's NEW YEAR'S SZN. This is when I do all my fun "year in review" type things. Last year I told y'all my ResTayLutions in all their glory. Here's how they played out in 2019.
1) Get My 13th Taylor Notice
y'all. Taylor liked four of my posts this year. That brought me up to sixteen notices... I... Wow. Why me?
2) Get My 13th Taylor Like
... That happened
3) See My Friends Get Noticed
So most of this happened in one specific group chat of mine (aka between a bunch of IRLs) but
- One girl got reblogged and a selfie liked
- One girl had like 3 posts liked
- One girl had a post liked
- One girl had at least one if not two or three reblogs liked.
Next stop... Getting Amino s n o t i c e d.
4) Get Invited To A Secret Session
I've written this down every year since 2015... And in 2019??? It happened???
5) Get Invited To A Fan Event
so this didn't happen... But that's okay because really I wanted the secret session and just wanted to give the Universe options.
6) Reach Level 16 on Amino
Been there. Done that.
7) Make More Quality Posts
That... Didn't happen.
8) Make More Friends Here.
I literally do not know any of you who ed past like... February. I've been so distant from people here. Idk why. I just don't feel comfortable. And a lot of y'all are literal CHILDREN. BABIES. So I personally don't feel comfortable being close friends with you because I was a child who dealt with having older online friends. Sometimes it was good. Sometimes it was bad.... I don't wanna risk being the bad.
9) Have Taylor or a Squad Member Notice My Music
"You're Nikkie Right? You just released an album? How's that going?" - TAYLOR SWIFT
I was dead. I died.
10) Go On More Adventures
This was happening.... Until it wasn't. This year is kinda broken up into two parts. Pre and Post breakup. Pre break up I was doing a lot. Post breakup I didnt do too much. There was a point where the most I got out was to go to work and to therapy and that's it. Although I've gone to a couple concerts and parties and drives since then so I'm not completely anti social but you know.
Sometimes I Feel Like ResTaylutions Can Seem Like Pie- In- The- Sky goals... But they happened. Some of the craziest freaken ones.... Happened. Don't let your dreams be memes kids.
Comments (9)
“I died” I say mood a lot but...mood
I mean. It is.
Reply to: TennesseeStellaMcCartney
really too much of a mood
Wow, that is so great Nikkie! I am so impressed by all of your very significant 2019 accomplishments! The Lover Secret Session you went to? If that had been me, THAT’d be a Life Highlight. RIP me. Wooo! You are *actually* amazing and have the charisma to prove it Boss!
Thank you! :two_hearts: The session is absolutely a life highlight and has low-key became a personality trait ("hi. My name is Nikkie and Taylor Swift invited me to her house one time" :joy: :joy: ). Thank you Elwood!
Reply to: TennesseeStellaMcCartney
Thank you for such a beyond-stan status reply. It is an *honor* to know you Nikkie, even just slightly! I feel as if knowing you a tiny little bit is kinda’ like rubbing shoulders with greatness and dare I say “non-irl” meeting Taylor by proxy via you!
Reply to: Elwood
You're so sweet! Thank you so much for saying that! I hope you get to meet her IRL :heart:
Yayy Nikkie
Congrats :sparkles: :ok_hand: