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          ╭─────── created : 24.02.2021     

╭─────── last updated : 23.03.2021

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              𝑫𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒆

                     𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕 ˊˎ-

╰────► INTRO ....................................... OO

╰────► IT IS ABOUT ............................... O1

╰────► 𝖳𝖧𝖤 𝖯𝖮𝖤𝖬 .............................. O2

╰────► OUTRO ...................................... O3

╭──────────╮ 𝑻𝒖𝒓𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒐 𝒐𝒏

│𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒂 𝒑𝒐𝒑 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈    ╰───────╯

╰───► 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍   ⭏ ⭏ :dart:   ’᪵` ꜜ     

    ›› 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨, 𝐢 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

   ›› 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞-

   ›› 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫(ง'̀-'́)ง

   ›› 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐮𝐯 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞 𝐚 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬

           ⸂⸂𝐈𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 ⭏ ⭏ :circus_tent: ›`⌁

hey its lana, and its about a girl and a boy

how the girl thought the guy was in love with

her but he wasnt, he was just using her and in

this poem, the more that she writes the more

that she sees the truth- long story short you'll

watch a girl going "i am better without u" from

"i love u" thats all i can say and i hope u enjoy it.

⸂⸂𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐌   ⭏ ⭏ :japanese_goblin: ›`⌁

While I was out here losing myself, waiting for you to realise that it's me who you love,

because i know, you just loved me so much

how can you leave me like this now?

every other skin burns my soul while

you are losing yourself between her lips

And I guess I will never get tired of falling apart everytime I hear your name.

Cause I just am waiting for you to come and get me back together.

Even though I thought you loved me for me, I'm trying so hard to be someone you love, someone like her.

Why they asked and all I could think was that how would I even have myself if I don't have you?

Is this lovelessness I'm feeling? How could it be? When I believe you still love me.

It kills me a million times that I couldn't be someone you love.

Now, the only thing that put me to sleep is the old blankets where the scent absorbs

its getting cold here and

I'm not sure my body can handle this

thinking of you gets me weak and its the only thing i hold on to

Don't you know? How much this rotten soul crushes itself everytime I see your name in my phone, still saved as 'life'.

And they expect me to erase you from my heart?

How can I? When I still believe you love me.

every Song screams your name,

every thing in this room

its like they know you

now, i cant hear anything

are they giving up on you too?

you see that my body is fine and you leave

I wish you could see my bleeding heart

it has things to tell you

You cut the only rope that could get me out of this hole with the scissors of the streets you walked through

who is even gonna hear my voice now?

but i shouted your name so loud last night

I used to think you're better off without me, until I realised I am better off without you.

My time with you left me caught up and confused, but all I know is that I loved you.

Maybe my love wasn't enough, I don't really know, but what I do know is that it was pure unlike yours.

I spent a rough few months, until I got it together and now all it is, is as broken memory I wish to forget.

Yes I wish to forget you.

╭──────────╮ 𝑭𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒕, 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖

│𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒐╲╲╲╲╲╲╰───────╯

╰───► 𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍   ⭏ ⭏ :performing_arts:   ’᪵` ꜜ       

    ›› 𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞

   ›› 𝐢 𝐝𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐦 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐚

   ›› 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝

   ›› 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐮𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐛𝐲𝐞 ✯

   #iLeANA

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