“Deep Within” → MegTale

“I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside of me. I cannot explain it to myself.” - Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis

“Dark…cold…why am I so cold? I don’t understand. What’s happening to me? Why do I feel like I’m dying? Where am I?…I’m lost. I’m lost but I can’t tell if I’m lost in my mind or in the physical space around me. Sometimes it feels like it’s one or the other, maybe it’s both.”

“I don’t understand what’s happening. Sometimes I’m myself. Other times I don’t feel like I’m even here. It’s been getting worse as time es, as my mental state worsens. I just wish the voice in my head would just leave me alone.”

“He tells me things…such horrible things. Everything he spews is just pure anger and hatred towards everything and everyone. It’s exhausting. So…exhausting. He’s like the embodiment of everything I hate about myself…everything ugly I’ve kept deep down inside me all my life.”

“I feel chained to him…and I want to break free…”