Savior

I could only have one wish

If you stayed and told me the same thing

would it be different if I were gone

I learned the painful way to escape

you came when I had nothing to offer

It wasn't you, but rather me;

your love and kindness

were never enough

If you were happy, I could leave

without regrets

cause I only fell once and things

never felt the same after that

The clouds in the distance,

our uncertain future

the same color but different person

Even if you beg me to,

we saw different things

It wasn't my fault that we failed

I was too broken for you to fix it

should've said thank you

and kiss you one last time

for so long, I drank a poison tasted like wine

not realizing I was keeping an angel without a chain

waiting for me to give up another heaven

but my heart remained in the same place

even if I couldn't say it, I hope you'd understand

I wasn't a creature only for fun

and love isn't something

you could just summon in a day

If an apology could fix anything between us

it would be easier to reach you

If you ever want to forgive me,

the stars will greet you with a smile

and leave the moon alone in the darkness

blue was my favorite color

without a shame I forgot about yours

didn't want to paint you with scars

you're one of the colors in my life

that I once hoped

would want to know me better

have you ever written about me?

I wish I could read it

please forget my hurtful words

I grew up without enough of love

but never forget about me