🕯phone call; ace x ziu ff (PT2)

tw// mention of bullying, angst w/ happy ending, school setting

It was Monday and Heejun had tortured himself out of bed. He didn't want to go to school, he would see him again and probably had to face Wooyoung being all lovey dovey with his classmate Yoonho and that was the last thing he wanted to see.

On the way to school his head was full with thoughts of Wooyoung and how he could make up with him because even after all he loved him and wanted him to be happy even when he had to suffer.

Heejun tired to be as invisible as possible when he arrived at school, he didn't like the attention he got from his surroundings. Wooyoung was always by his side so they couldn't approach him and therefore left him alone but today was different he was alone with no Hyunwoo near to protect him.

„Hey bitch,“ a guy called Seukmin greeted him.

„You're alone, I see. I think in the end he had enough of you as well. No wonder hahah that guy had always to be on your side so that you weren't alone. Well I bet he is celebrating his freedom from you.“, were the last words he said before going back to his friends and laughing about Hyungwon's in shock and hurt covered face. Was that true? Did Wooyoung have enough of him, is that why he didn't even try to make up with him the other day?

Well probably, did you ever look in the mirror?

You are pathetic, accept it Heejun.

After a while, Heejun continued his way to the class and finally reached it with a hand and leg in pain. On his way, a guy bigger than Heejun had hit him on the hand ’’as a greeting’’ and another one had pushed him so he fell down, at least that one was honest and said it was because he fucking annoyed him. Heejun tried to let this words not affect him but the only thing he could think of was that Wooyoung probably thought the same and that scared him a lot more than he would like to it.

Heejun sat on his place and waited for Wooyoung to arrive. He was being selfish but he needed Wooyoung in his life or he wouldn't be able to live. Wooyoung was his world and he would try to make up, he needed too.

Wooyoung arrived but all of Heejun's confidence was completely gone by then, it also didn't help much that Seukim arrived at the same time beside Wooyoung, laughing about some stupid joke.

He waited for Wooyoung to take his place because he always particularly sat behind Heejun as it would be easier to talk to him. What Heejun didn't expect is for Wooyoung to totally ignore him and not even look at him when he ed. Since Heejun knew Wooyoung, he was always the one to apologise or pretend like nothing happened but this time was different, he never ignored Heejun.

Heejun's thoughts and Seukmin's words from earlier seemed confirmed.

The whole day ed with Wooyoung ignoring Heejun and hanging around Yoonho and even though Heejun knew Wooyoung still hadn't confessed, he could see the disgusting affection and love on his face.

Heejun even tried to speak to him when he saw Wooyoung leaving his friends behind and going to the toilet but he was stopped by Seukim's group of friends. He had to endure some insults that he didn't even care about because his mind was filled with Wooyoung being on the toilet alone, a great opportunity to talk to him and he was missing it because of these people. When he tried to them he was held by this huge dude who seemed to be one of Seukim’s minions.

„Hey! let me go!“ he tried to escape but failed.

„Aw, Jisung thank you for holding him for me“, Seukmin said with an amused grin while taking his plate full of food and poured it over Heejun.

The only thing Heejun could recognise was laughter and after a while Wooyoung's voice, he looked up and what he saw made is heart beat accelerate to the point where he wasn't entirely sure if it was healthy.

Wooyoung had this look of anger and hate in his eyes as he was beating Seukim.

Heejun didn't really know how or when he stood up and held Wooyoung back because he didn't want him to get suspended.

„Wooyoung. Hey Wooyoung!!“, he yelled.

„Wooyoung! Look at me!“ he turned Wooyoung around and tried to calm him down. He wasn't even sure how he was able to stop him because Wooyoung was a huge human being.

„Hey, everything is fine okay? Come on let’s go.“ he said pulling Wooyoung with him.

He went to class took his bag and went to the toilet. He didn't leave Wooyoung's hand once while doing all these things, he was too afraid he would leave him again.

After reaching the toilet he started to undress himself and change into his PE clothing.

He didn't realise Wooyoung staring at him this whole time.

„Are you okay?“ Heejun asked after a while pulling his shirt on before he was stopped by Wooyoung. He put his shirt down and stared at Wooyoung with a questioning gaze.

„You have a mole near your nipple?“, was the only thing Wooyoung said while biting his lower lip.

Heejun was irritated by Wooyoung's behaviour but still decided to answer „yeah?“

Without hesitating, Wooyoung touched Heejun's mole while looking the younger in the eye. Heejun had literally no idea when his best friend came so near and was nearly seductively scanning his face before he forcefully pressed his lips on the others mouth.

Heejun was shocked. Was Wooyoung kissing him right now or was this a dream. He slowly closed his eyes and started too enjoying it even opening his mouth when Wooyoung asked for it.

Wooyoung's hand slowly moved from his mole to his belly and rested on his hip where he pulled him more towards himself .

It’s Minhyuk.

In the end he had enough of you too.

Because you are pathetic.

He pushed Wooyoung away. He didn't want to but he had too. Wooyoung wasn't in love with him, it was Yoonho who he loved. Why did Wooyoung do this to him, was he making fun out of him.

„Heejun?“ just now Heejun realised that Wooyoung was staring at him with a face full of regret. „I’m sorry. Really. I just couldn't stop myself I’m sorry. Let’s forget it okay?“

Heejun was near tears. Wooyoung was playing with him and he had enough.

„Forget this? Okay... but lets stop seeing each other for a while as well okay?“, he said smiling before he left the toilet, before he left Wooyoung and with him hopefully his feelings. Heejun knew this wouldn't work but he hoped he could fool himself at least.

Heejun left after the incident and went home, he was planning to skip school for a few days until he cooled his head and got away from Wooyoung, because his parents were barley at home, it was easy for him not to go to school without someone noticing but staying away from Hyunwoo was a bit harder because after his first day of absence Wooyoung nearly called him 10 times and even came to his house.

After a successful week of skipping school and avoiding Wooyoung, Heejun had to it that he missed his best friend but by now Wooyoung had probably confessed to Yoonho and they lived a happy couple life something Heejun didn't want to see or experience. He was currently sitting in the living room and watched a crappy romance movie. Heejun was particularly obsessed with the romance genre, he knew they were shit and highly unrealistic but he just had to watch them and wish that someday he and Wooyoung would be like that not caring that, that shit was scripted.

The doorbell rang, Heejun actually didn't want to stand up and open the door because he knew who it was but he just couldn't leave Wooyoung standing out in the rain when he was warm and comfy at home.

„How can you…“ Were the first words coming out of Wooyoung's mouth when he entered the house.

„How can you be…. such an asshole? First you are particularly clinching to me and raise my hopes and when I come over to give you all the love you deserve you throw me out because I'm gay after that you undress in front of my eyes like nothing happened, when I kiss you, you return it but push me away when I ask you to forget it you look hurt but why?? You pushed me away. What should have I done but asking you to forget because I didn't want to lose you?“, silence.

„Heejun please. I’m begging you don't play with me. Don't mess with my feelings.“ Wooyoung looked desperate and Heejun was perplexed. Was this a confession? Wooyoung looked really bad he had bags under his eyes, his hoodie was soaked from standing in the rain, his hair was a mess. Heejun couldn't believe that he was the source of this mess. It hurt, he loved Wooyoung and wanted to see him happy, not desperate and about to have a breakdown.

„Shh Shh“, Heejun tried to call him down while hugging him but Wooyoung rejected him

„Stop this please“, was the only thing he said while staring at his feet.

Heejun was shocked. What had he done to Wooyoung for him to become like this?

„Wooyoung please look at me.“ And when Wooyoung finally did he kissed him.

„I’m sorry, okay? I wanted to be near you“ Heejun kissed him again „ but when you told me it was Yoonho, I just couldn't hold back.“ Heejun's eyes where filled with tears. „Wooyoung I love you but just the thought of you crushing on Yoonho pissed me off but because I wanted to see you happy I tried to distance myself please.“ Now it was Heejun who was a desperate mess.

Both looked at each other, both about to have a breakdown, both half crying and half smiling.

„We both are a mess“ Wooyoung said while looking Heejun in the eyes with so much love, Heejun could drown in it.

„I love you so much Wooyoung “ Heejun said not able to take his eyes off of him.

As a reply he probably got one of the most ionate, caring and wanting kisses in his life till this day.

As a reply he probably got one of the most ionate, caring and wanting kisses in his life till this day.

fin~