In need of a deep connection

I lost a friend i loved dearly over a year ago and i can’t say my life has ever been the same since and it was only yesterday that i lost someone who i felt filled this role to me but alass it was in vain

What am i looking for exactly? A friend but not any kind of friend but a special friend. A friend with a deep connection. A friend that i can game with watch stuff with call together with among anything else that crosses our minds on a daily basis.

Someone who is deeply linked with my inner self,someone who is emotionally sensitive and knows what hardship is. Someone who is able to carry me emotionally speaking but isn’t afraid to ask for help either

Someone who is patient and understanding someone who i know i will always be able to count on,yea i can be quite clingy,emotionally sensitive high maintenance and what other words and phrases you wanna use

But if you want a simliar thing,someone who is loyal,someone who will never backstab you someone that will always be by you then i’m the person for you