Edit: probably should or put this out before, but here is a swear warning.
the bitterness of the sun
scorching my pale complexion
as I picked a berry
oh my, what a dainty little thing
so small, yet so innocent looking
yet, you were nothing but innocent to me
you were the devil in disguise
trying to conceal your horns
your wings
and the venom you released into my pores
it stung like acid
like I was being ripped apart from reality
our reality
what did I ever do to you?
to make you look at me with malevolence
look at me like I’m nothing but a pest
nothing but a bug that needs to be squashed
I wince in pain
but I tuck it away
I don’t want to be burden, do I?
I don’t want to be a part of your game
you WANT me to be like this
if I were you
I wouldn’t love me neither
but you “loved me”
love.
what does that even mean anymore?
that you want to use your singsong voice
to make me think you are an angel
and those pitiful compliments
“my darling, I want nothing but you”
bull crap
“stop shitting me, you know you are only do that to distract me from that mask of yours”
“oh my, what an aggressive sweetie we have here”
I growl through my gritted teeth
why did I even waste my breath on you?
you waste of space
I’m actually getting sick and tired of this place
this place in my head...
it’s very dark and desolate
quite lonely if you ask me,
but then a sudden memory comes in
making me feel even worse
making my stomach ache
my head pound
and my heart race
it’s when it all began:
when I saw your ravenous looks eyeing that blueberry ice cream
licking your lips in a way that I thought was only for attention
little did I know, you were doing that to get MY attention
you grab the cone with cold, flaky hands
small drips appearing on your converse
you smile, laughing as you dip your finger in the ice cream
placing it upon my nose
you grin a bit, waiting for a reaction
my face remained emotionless momentarily
until I started to laugh hysterically
who knew that memory would be so painful
who knew that memories would hurt you at all
I guess you should of never gotten blueberry ice cream
:icecream:
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