My journey.

"If you fear something, you feed it and it bites you in the a**" - me, 2019

I feel like most of us who are using the law of attraction came from a place of lack, but along the way, learned that the world is way bigger than what we desire. We learned love, for ourselves and the life that led us to this point where we finally found the key.

I back then, which wasn't that long of a time ago, how much I cried for days when I found out that my life is about to change drastically.

Because let me tell y'all, my life wasn't all that good, I'm not gonna dwell on details but have any of you just sat on their bed and let it all out at once? when that used to happen, I didn't feel alone. That's why as I grew up I became aware of a presence around me, I'm not religious anymore but before I used to beg "god please etc..." Then it slowly became "whatever higher power is out there..."

I want you to focus on those bad times of your life for a second, I'm pretty sure most of you felt something weird as well.

It was hard to not be good at what I do, let alone not excel in it. If I do something, I better number 1 in it otherwise, goodbye.

So you can already tell that too much ambition led me to beating myself up and falling into deep negativity, because deep deep inside, I knew that I was meant to be great, I promise I'm not trying to be cocky or anything, but I loved success, I fed on it, and I loved achieving my goals.

For all you out there who know they're meant for a throne or a castle or whatever, if you feel it, then you are without a doubt meant for something great and don't let anyone stop you because of a stupid societal mindset.

Slytherin problems amirite?

Just kidding!

So fast forward until recently, I became aware of a ion that some might consider...let's just call it weird.

But I would've never considered going along with it if I hadn't gained confidence from the presence of a spiritual family, and a law I never knew existed.

You guys should totally start communicating with them, I'm pretty sure they're bored as hell up there, they don't have coffee to the time y'know? (Actually they might have something way better, who knows?)

Other than that, I stopped butchering my health, I'm a diabetic and a gluten intolerant so my diet has to be very specific. (Hard for a person who loves baking and spaghetti I'm telling y'all) but there's always alternatives, much healthier ones.

Just a week back I had a medical check up, I usually don't talk to my doctor, I let my parents do all that. I know some people can relate. But this time, my medical tests improved and I lost 6kgs in two weeks! (I wasn't strigglimg with being overweight before but just a few years back I started gaining a lot of it, which is not that healthy for diabetics )

So what are the odds?

There aren't any odds, this is the work of the universe.

I was able to talk to her about my diet and and she explained many useful things to me that my parents would've never got out of her.

All that I'm trying to say is, be grateful, they're out there watching over you, you're not alone. Every time you cry, they cry too, they love you so much and see you as their beautiful little child.

Change is everywhere, there's no reason for your life not to become something that others inspire to be. Think about it, all that you went through led to this graceful beautiful moment and now you get to be free.

I know some of y'all are manifestating love or friendships, and companionship with a loyal person is wonderful, I'm in line with y'all. But just realize that the "you" is what's important now, they will come when the universe puts them in your life (my crystal ball tells me that's very close), but for now, you're the hero of your own movie, why let someone else take your place? chasing people and things are for those who still didn't grow up (they will one day) but you, you found your way, you're changing your life right now, you have an indestructible power in your hands so take care of you and say after me!

"I love myself!"

We're all walking this road together, no matter how small or big your manifestation is, you are there, trust me, you already have it.

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For all of you who took the time to read this, thank you so much! You're loved and appreciated!

{all credιтѕ ғor тнe gιғѕ goeѕ тo gιpнy.}