ɱყ εѵε૨ყƭɦเɳɠ: αɳ µℓƭร αρρ૨ε૮เαƭเσɳ ࿐໋₊⊹

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hey ka, this is a blog which is dedicated to my ults. i decided to start writing it because i felt soft and thought i would so here i am writing it. enjoy. or not.

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❛ my angel; Park Jimin ࿐໋₊⊹

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So Jimin was my first ult. He wasn't my first bias, however, that was Namjoon. But it didn't take me long to bias then ult Jimin. All it took was a listen to Serendipity and I fell for him. There's nothing about him that I dislike, not one thing. His voice is so beautiful and angelic, just like himself. I could honestly stare at him for hours and hours and I couldn't get bored. Jimin has really changed who I am. He's made me stronger, he's made me braver, he's made me more confident and he's made me feel proper love. He's the sweetest little bean in the whole world and don't even try to deny it, he's so kind and despite being an anti hugger, I would hug him. He literally deserves all the love that exists because that was he gives to everyone else. Maybe he's even my favourite ult. I don't have favourite ults but Jimin does hold a very, very special place in my heart. My little fluffball ♡. That's actually where my name comes from, it used to be JiminieFluffball because I often call him a Fluffball but I eventually just shortened it to Fluffball. But anyway, thank you Park Jimin for existing. I love you.

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❛ my inspiration; Kim Namjoon ࿐໋₊⊹

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Namjoon was my first bias. It didn't take me long to bias Jimin after, but recently, after re watching Persona in around August. I'd been being biased wrecked a lot by him and I just decided to bias him because I love him and missed him. Everything about him is so perfect. Everything. His vocals. His rapping. His face. His voice. His laugh. His smile. His dimples :(. Everything. People who call him ugly, people who call him untalented, they must be looking at a different man because that's the complete opposite of him. I'm absolutely convinced there's nothing he can't do. Back at debut, his dancing wasn't that great. But now look at him, he's such a brilliant performer. Every performance, especially this just blows me away. He's such a dork, so clumsy (like me jdjdjjd) and just ridiculous sometimes, but other times he can put on an amazing performance on stage, say the most inspirational and incredible things, be the greatest leader and generally just be amazing. He's my biggest inspiration in the world. So thank you, Kim Namjoon, for being here. I love you.

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❛ my baby; Go Taeseob ࿐໋₊⊹

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This man. He has been through so much that he didn't deserve but he got through it and became one of the people that means the most to me in the entire world. He's so wonderfully sweet and again, I would hug him and probably never want to let go because he's so sweet and soft. I watching a video of LGBTQ+ Kpop MVs and I saw one of his (Nar_C) so I went to watch it. I'm so glad I did. I watched it so many times and a couple of his others too, and one day, while on holiday in America, I watched an MV reaction and a couple behind the scenes videos of him. He was the sweetest bub ever so I decided to stan and basically ult him right there and then. I love everything about him but one of the main things is his smile. I could look at it for hours and hours and just thinking about it makes me smile too. Another thing is how sweet he is to everyone and everything. His favourite animals are cats and dogs even though he's allergic. At his concert that I wanted to go to but couldn't, every ticket included hi touch, so everyone could high five him, whatever ticket you got. And he once said he'd give every Harling a hug if he could. You want any more proof he's the cutest? You don't need any more. He's a big baby. As an LGBTQ+ individual, like him, he has really helped me get myself together and come out to my friends (although not my parents yet) and understand that sexuality shouldn't affect your career. He may have been rejected from so many companies because of it and had to use his own savings to start one but he didn't stop at all. So thank you, Go Taeseob, for carrying on. I love you.

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❛ my god; Kwon Jiyong ࿐໋₊⊹

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What an amazing person Kwon Jiyong is. He is too talented to describe. He is probably my second newest ult, I think I ulted him in July. When I first got into Kpop, my want to stan list consisted of BTS, Blackpink, GOT7, Bigbang, Twice, Red Velvet, Seventeen, EXO, SNSD, AOA and Super Junior. I'm now a casual stan of SNSD, AOA, Seventeen and Red Velvet, and I stan BTS, Blackpink, GOT7 and Bigbang. My bias was Taeyang for a short time until I did a who is your bias quiz and I got Jiyong. I decided then that my bias should be Jiyong and that was it. His rapping is the first thing that drew me to him. He has a pretty unique tone and can rap at any speed you ask him. He doesn't stop at rapping either, his vocals are so gorgeous. He has such an amazing voice, there are too many songs too attach to show this but Missing You definitely shows it for me. It's kind of funny because he has the most stage presence ever and is basically a god and looks like he could kill you, but off stage he's so shy and sweet and cute and just the most precious little sweetheart. And his smile omg it's the softest thing on earth. I missed him so much and now he's home it's so unreal. I have a bracelet with his name on that I never take off, even now he's home. I don't have to stare at it every day, wishing he was home. Thank you, Kwon Jiyong, for capturing my heart. I love you.

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❛ my happiness; Matthew Kim ࿐໋₊⊹

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Matthew. The person that makes me laugh the most. I don't understand how he can be so cute and funny but then he can be the complete opposite sometimes. But he never fails to make me smile. He really makes me laugh so much. Every time he hypes up Seph (or any other idol tbh) like this video that basically is the reason I breathe. I'm not really an Instagram but this one time I was bored af so I went on it and I see Matthew talking about dumb Litty man titty committee. Maybe I lost my entire fucking mind but that doesn't matter. He's so proud of his man tiddies and we stan. It's funny, because he released Habanero (MV link wasn't working) and then Inferno with Seph quite close together and they both show his two completely different personalities. His fun crackhead personality and his fierce sexy rapper personality. When I started stanning Kard in March this year, Matthew stood out so much to me that I didn't even need to think about biasing him. I fell straight for the way he rapped, the way he danced, the way he sang, the way he looked, the way he was, was perfect for me. I fell in love instantly and never fell out. He owns my heart. While on KA and probably irl I talk about Jiwoo more than Matt, he's still my bias and Jiwoo ain't gonna take his place any time soon (sorry I love you Jiwoo I promise). The talent he has is not a joke. He's so good at everything. I mean, especially in the Taki Taki cover that I watch every day and could write about in a whole separate blog, his dancing is INSANELY good. They all slayed, singing and dancing but Matthew Matthew Matthew yes yes yes. And we can't forget he produced song of the year Dumb Litty. It slaps so hard and he did so well. So thank you, Matthew Kim, for making me smile. I love you.

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❛ my love; Felix Lee ࿐໋₊⊹

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I don't even know how I fell so hard for Felix. I just did. I , the day when they got their first win and I realised how incredible they were. Then it was just Felix. I fell completely in love. It's quite hard to believe he's only 19 because his voice is that deep when he raps, especially in Victory Song. He may seem intimidating because of this but he's the softest, weirdest (in the best way) baby in the world. He's so sweet it's just 🥺. And gorgeous. His little face omg it's so precious I just want to squish his cheeks. And his freckles his freckles his freckles. I love his freckles so much, I talk about them so much to my family and they don't care but I care because they're so cute and pretty and sob sob. And his freckles aren't they only thing I talk about a lot. I also talk about his beautiful aussie accent lots because I'm in love with it. I love the aussie accent in general but Felix's is especially gorgeous. I when he first started MCing pops in Seoul and I got to be blessed with that amazing accent and beautiful face every day until I stopped watching because I didn't have time to anymore. Just thinking about him brings a smile to my face. I'm not feeling the best as I write this for various reasons but thinking about him makes me feel a little better. There's really no one in the world quite as quirky and sweet as him. His hair has been various different colours before but I personally prefer blonde on him. It just suits him so well. I have so many blonde Felix pics on my phone, and ginger too. Ginger would be my second favourite colour on him. I wasn't really a fan of his purple hair but he still looked incredible. I'm talking a lot about his visuals but he's so talented as well. His rapping is absolutely out of this world. His part in Side Effects is really incredible and always impresses me to no end. And his dancing, omg his dancing, it's amazing. He puts so much effort and feeling into every step. So thank you, Felix Lee, for making me fall for you. I love you.

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❛ my queen; Hong Yeeun ࿐໋₊⊹

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Jvcki Wai, biggest queen. She's a very underrated khh artist so most of you probably don't know her (though I know some of you do :eyes: ). The day I discovered her, a song, Dding, popped up in my recommendations. I clicked it because I saw it was produced by Giriboy who I love and I heard Jvcki's rapping and just went "OK, wow" and I was in love. It was the audio version so I didn't see her face but when I watched the MV and saw it I just died because she's so pretty. Especially with that pink hair she had it's like my favourite thing. I decided to check her out and discovered plenty of bops. Neo Eve is such a good album I just can't. OK so, quick interruption from myself, I'm listening to Dway and I want her to cover it CAN YOU IMAGINE. And she might seem like a badass, which she is, but she's also got the sweetest heart and really appreciates her fans. Recently, my friend and I were scrolling through my Instagram and I saw a video of her performing in London and she was thanking everyone so much, it was so sweet. She also cares about her friends a lot too, especially Giriboy, they have one of the sweetest bonds ever (lucky for me because they're both my children 🥺). But I gotta talk about her visuals too, she's the prettiest I'm not even kidding. Blonde Jvcki Pink Jvcki Green Jvcki Silver Jvcki whatever she always looks so stunning. And she has different hair styles too but her two ponytails style is super super cute. I genuinely want to be as pretty as her, and as talented too, because she is just talent basically. So thank you, Hong Yeeun, for ruling my heart like the queen you are. I love you.

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so this is the end of my ults appreciation. i think it turned out better than i expected. i also ended up writing less for some ults than others but don't take that as i love them any less. it's just an accident really, and depended on my mood at the time. so thanks for reading and have a good life i guess lol. goodbye!