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I should edit this now

This bio was created by me about 2 years ago and a lot happened obviously so none of this is current anymore and I have well moved on from it :)

I won't delete it because it is a part of my history and important to me, I just wanted to give everyone reading this a little heads up that I'm doing okay right now. Thank you all, stay amazing.

Hey

I guess I gotta tell why I'm even here

The break up story and all that..

My boyfriend "broke up" with me by blocking me after a relationship of 11 months

We were talking every day at least for a bit, sometimes more, sometimes less, we were in a long distance relationship and met sometimes by coming over, 330km to drive

I'm pretty sure, still, that he is the one human I was born for and the other way around but eventually we fought a lot about stupid stuff

We began to reason about small details and got hurt pretty badly

We once had a fight where I broke up with him because I couldn't take his coldness anymore but the fact that I could've been pregnant (luckily not, I'm 16) got us together again and we said we could do this, together

He promised me once again that he wouldnt break his promises anymore, like blocking me

My biggest mistake in this whole story was to trust him

Trusting someone always let me down but I thought that I really could

Well, I was wrong

A few days ago now we had an argue again and he told me that it was all fake and lies

He told me he still loved me and I'm the biggest thing in his heart but his mind is stronger

Then he blocked me and I couldn't reach out to him anymore

He blocked me on every social media platform and all my friends that had his

I haven't heard of him since then and I don't think he will reach out to me anymore

He was my everything.. all that I had left on this earth and he knew that

I don't have anything to believe in anymore, nobody to talk to and no one to pull the dagger out of my back that he threw at me and landed perfectly

I really need help to overcome this pain..

I appreciate everyone who would just write a dm saying 'hi, how's things'

I always tried helping people and now I dont have anyone to help me

Please.. just tell me about your heartbreaks to maybe let me see I'm not alone here

(From a heartbreak amino of me

Put here on october 6th 2020 7:20pm )