Santi

4 years my guy. I lost with your sister back in 2019, sometimes I wish I could talk to her just to tell her she's loved.

Jethro and I don't talk anymore, he's been so busy with work and college that we kind of just stopped making time.

I only knew you for a short time, maybe a year or so. But I've never felt this way over an online friend. But you were always more than that, you're a person and you had your own dreams and morals and ambitions. Sometimes I wonder if you had held on for a little longer if you would have been able to see just how much more you really were.

I'm about to enter my senior year of high-school, which is nuts. I you told me to make the most of that time and truly live in the moment. So I will be. These past few years I've been so hung up on everything that I let it hold me back. I won't do that this year.

I also ended up pursuing Theatre like I told you about. Art has become a hobby, and performing has taken up my dreams. I did 3 shows last year and every one of them was wonderful. I wish I could have told you about them and sent images. You would have LOVED the Little Mermaid one we did.

Honestly I wish this was all a dream, or an elaborate prank. I always hope to see you online one day and messaging me to say you're back. Loss is such a weird fucking thing to cope with. I lost my aunt this past December, and it was struggling through grief all over again.

I miss you so much. I love you and I'm moving forward with life as best as I can. I don't know if i believe in an after life, and i don't know if you'd even be able to see any of this

But I want you to know I haven't forgotten you. And I never will.

i didn’t know you very well, and i came back here for memories. i realized that ur acc was still here and i just wanted to pay respects.

i hope ur resting easy, bud. though we never talked it’s such a shame to hear that we lost you. sending lots of love and light </3

Ily :two_hearts: :two_hearts: :two_hearts:

I miss you,,all the time

I hope you're resting well, and that you're no longer in pain

God it's gonna be two years in a few months,,

I love you, rest up bud :two_hearts: :two_hearts:

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rest easy :sparkles:

I love you and miss you everyday-

Jethro and I got around to talking about you finally, which is crazy-

Hard to believe it's been over a year already, sometimes I feel like you're still here, lurking-

I really hope you're at rest, and I hope you know I love you so much- You were such a damn amazing person-

I love you lots Tom :two_hearts: :two_hearts: :two_hearts: :two_hearts: