I shifted and met wanda (more like shifted to her bed :kissing_smiling_eyes: )

greetings, fellow immortals and mortals. it’s been quite a while since I’ve shifted—even though this wasn’t exactly planned, I found it was worth sharing. at first, I wanted to document this in my own personal shifting memo but a lot of my friends wanted to hear the details so I figured I’ll share it here..

a little explanation to start the blog. my main dr is the umbrella academy but recently, I’ve been pulled to continue finishing my MCU script. our dear wanda here has been appearing in my dreams for months, she’s practically lived in my head rent-free; aka popping up in my dreams as different versions of herself. (the scarlet witch, westview, emo wanda era, her child self) i started noticing patterns in my dreams but that thought remained in my head for a few days before I forgot about it entirely. however, things started to change after watching the multiverse of madness. I started to notice the signs around me have been there all along, I was just somehow oblivious to it. on top of that, I was going around searching for pendulum readings and the responses were a mix of no and yes. so yes, I was stuck in a rut.

I kept hearing her name in my head. I’m currently on a vacation at the beach and I’ve been gaining memories of spending days with wanda—which was so weird because I never intended to gain them. they came at random occurrences and were completely unexpected. I just enjoyed gaining them because the memories were saccharine in nature. then the night sets in. I played my subliminal on loop and went to sleep. while I tried to focus on the sounds from the subliminal + affirming, I kept hearing her name being repeated in my head... again. so while affirming that I’ll be shifting to the umbrella academy, my mind continuously repeats, “wanda, wanda, wanda maximoff.” not only that but in the middle of the night I could hear a woman humming a tune. I was a tad bit afraid to open my eyes and I tried ruling it out as someone in the nearby tents humming but the next morning, I found out no one was close enough for it to sound so orotund.

drifting off into sleep, I woke up at around 2 am. my mind was so noisy and my surroundings felt like it was oscillating around me. thing is, I kept hearing heavy traffic noises even though I’m at the beach and nowhere near a busy junction area. (my tua dr is situated in New York :eyes: ) I woke up in the end because every time I tried to affirm, my head countered with wanda this, wanda that. so I woke up hesitantly and I looked around me. nothing changed, I was still in my hotel room with my maid and nephew sleeping beside me. something felt different despite everything seeming normal. it was really windy inside the room, particularly around me even though the air conditioner is situated on top of a closet. I decided to say wanda’s name out loud and the wind chimes in the room sounded—everything around me was hit by a breeze. slightly startled, I decided to sink back into bed and attempt to fall asleep again. the rest of my attempt, I heard sounds that I scripted from my main dr and felt as though the room expanded? for a split second, I was certain my surroundings changed because the sounds on the subliminal were starting to sound distant. what happened next was complete silence before I heard a loud bang. (which I scripted if I was close to my tua dr) for the remainder of it, everything was a blur after.

I snuggled into bed and looped my subs. before falling asleep, I distinctly seeing an image of wanda sitting on the front porch of a house that was situated in some kind of secluded area. (the woods, lots of alpine trees) she was sewing, couldn’t really what she was sewing. kind of looked like those little pouches for water bottles. afterward, I was OUT and what happened next was the shift.

I felt a pair of arms tighten around me like they were pulling me in an embrace. I could hear someone humming, a female humming and it was like a lullaby that very closely matched the one I heard on the previous day. I let this voice ground me and the first thing I smelled was peppermint. my entire body felt warm, not in a humid way but more towards comfort. I didn’t open my eyes yet so it’s all pitch black. then the humming stopped completely and as clear as day, wanda spoke something along the lines of. “This was one of the many sokovian lullabies I heard/I listened to when I was a child.” (can’t really word for word.) I had this battle on whether or not to open my eyes, but it was like my body had already taken the wheel and naturally opened them.

It was still slightly dark because I was nestled into her if that makes sense. I looked up and I swear, I felt this calmness in my heart like I was almost at peace. she had her eyes closed kind of like she was reminiscing because she started talking about the days she would experience with her family. one of them was making her very own board game with Pietro where they would use old clothes or rags and make them into the stands that represent the different characters in their game. it’s like street fighters but a board game version. she had always battled against Pietro before the night of trick or treating, and whoever loses has to share any candy they may get from their trick or treating activities. (Which she says and I quote—“The weirdest thing I got was a broken part of a screwdriver.”) Yups, she stated that getting candy from trick-or-treating in Sokovia was like a once-in-a-lifetime occurrence.

while I was listening to her talk, I found that her voice is really soothing to listen to. (not a surprise) but hearing her speak or even whisper was like lulling me to sleep (in a good way—and this is totally random but i 100% know her voice fits asmr in general.) Aside from that, I also took a brief glance around the room. It wasn’t a really big room, mainly because the bed took up most of the space. There was only one picture on the wall and it was those renaissance scenery paintings. A dresser, a cupboard, and a window positioned right in front of the bed. Oh and a little side note, I did notice my hands were normal—not funky + my vision was not foggy or trippy. I knew the place by heart even though it was technically the first time I ever shifted there. (how I knew this was little thoughts in my mind that would float around like—‘I need to wash the blouse I left in the closet for too long.’) I noticed random and almost scattered thoughts in my head. (which relates to my daily life there)

I found so much comfort in her embrace so I just remained there. (She basically has her arm out so my head is laying on it, while I’m wrapped around her? Something like that) But that switched up after because she couldn’t move her hands. I didn’t realize it until her arm was as stiff as a board. (and the fact that she tried stifling a laugh) I felt bad so I tried moving her arm and she started laughing because it was ticklish :sob: so you can imagine how chaotic it was for me trying to move her hand and help her regain movement, while she was giggling because she said it felt like little ants were crawling on her arm.

thankfully, it worked out. I just started massaging her hands even though the tickling sensation was causing her to squirm non-stop. she was basically facing me now and this particular thing she said is stuck in my head till now.

“I’ll always make sure this stays the way it should.” cryptic? maybe. oh and something I forgot to say was that I did not script this world at all. even so, I definitely had some form of empathetic power? where I was able to pick up on wanda’s energy. so when she said that to me, I could feel an almost heavy feeling in my stomach. it wasn’t a bad feeling, it was more like I picked up on her underlying worry. I still couldn’t figure out what it meant, or why she said it.

this woman doesn’t give me a break because my heart started doing cartwheels when she did the light caressing thing on my cheek and behold, wanda leaned and gave me a quick peck. I didn’t have a second to react before she already positioned her body to face the other side. pretty much after that was nicely still and quiet. I had to scoot over a little and before anyone asks anything—her hair smells like peaches, there. my arms instinctively wrapped themselves around her so we were cuddling. (totally not blushing while recalling this) she smells so sweet and yes I’m absolutely in love with her, thank you.

for the most part, she fell asleep really quickly. the weather was chilly (you know the kind of wind that howls and makes that rattling noise on the windows?) I was tired and exhausted and that was the perfect time to rest. I swear, my body felt like a hundred pebbles were stacked on it and my mind was flooded with a mix of— ‘Haven’t collected enough firewood for the winter.’ Or something like ‘Do I have to set out to the lake again tomorrow?’ aside from the clouded thoughts, I was enjoying the moment I had. (wanda lightly snores when she sleeps) at that moment, I could feel her outer energy was light (the best to way describe this is feeling like my hands are going through cotton candy? or clouds) but her inner energy seems to be in turmoil because it felt almost heavy and burdening. (this one feels like your hand is going through sand? this is the only way to describe it honestly :sob: or running your hand through something tangled.) the empathy power is actually extremely interesting but it also affects me, sadly.

part of me wishes to stay, but the other side of me was keen on leaving and coming back when I’ve fully recollected everything. (trying to piece everything, because there were a lot more signs I didn’t catch on to. I found that I wasn’t ready either.) I wish I had explored more of this desired reality but I will when I’m ready to come back to this. my main focus is still on the umbrella academy, but I’ll start working on my MCU script (definitely a sign to continue—)

I have a feeling this is not the last time I’ll see her. A new door has opened for me and I’m willing to step through it to explore where it’ll take me. I apologize for the pretty long read and details + slightly messy way of writing. I tried to write as much as I could :broken_heart: I didn’t even plan to post it but I was compelled to. Also I still have no clue what she meant—and the way it led up to this. I have a lot of time to figure it out so :sob: Till next time! <3