Yea im venting..

Yeah forget that I said I would stop venting. I couldn't hold this in.... And I'm just venting to let out emotions. So if you don't wanna read me telling about my worries and my sorrowh then why tf you here? You have vented too and probably still do.. I'm sorry if I'm coming off as rude I'm a lil salty ok? Ok.

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Again if ya don't wanna hear mah sorrows click away from this post. Rest of this is gonna be me venting

I feel like people don't do anything unless I say something.. like they would talk to people and not me and when I vent about oh wow now they're talking to me...... Is me being sad the only way we could talk or be friends?...... O had people that made me happy for awhile... But they left for a bit and came back. But they're gone again........ And I feel like I burden.... And that I should just keep quiet.... Cause I'm nobody..... I just need someone to make me happy..... And yeah I could ignore em but the problem is..... They're part of my everyday life and no one barely talks to me... So I just can't ignore em... So I'm just here waiting for someone to text me... Or comfort me when I need them but I got nobody.... And I do take it's not my fucking fault people keep making me sad....... I just wanna feel that I'm loved.... Or that I'm not a burden but I guess I have to wait...... Cause I can't trust anyone any more I've been hurt by trusting people many times and I'm scared of that happening.... I don't wanna be the cause of drama so I shut my mouth and cry..... Cause that's the best I can do and watch while people are being happy like I don't exist...... Maybe this world would be better off with out me cause it already is..... No one cares about me anymore.... So why stay?... Why try?.... Why not just give up?.... I need someone but no one is there..... So I end up crying to myself..... But no one wants to hear it and I know people are tired of it.... So again....

Why won't I just die?...